(end of chapter8)
I was so nerves how charlie was going to react, matt squeezed my hand to comfort me charlie opened the door and gasped he was stairing at me ,not beliving it was me
-Bella?
He wasn’t sure if it was really me and then I heard billys voice from the phone
-charlie charlie are Ты ok?
He didn’t respond and turned off the phone
-yeah dad its me
He staired at me again
-you look different!
-yeah two weeks does that to you.
I lied to him
-oh Bella! I missed Ты so much I was so worried that I wouldn’t see Ты again!
Then I took my hand out of matts and hugged him
-your cold
-yeah its freezing out side
I lied again it was just cloudy
Then he looked at matt
-this is matt my friend
-hi!
Matt сказал(-а) and shook Charlie's hand
-hi.
Charlie сказал(-а) confused
-can we come in?
I asked
-sure sure kid!
We went in everything was repaired and cleaned!
-the boys from la push came and heleped me
We sat on the sofa and talked for 16 минуты
Then I looked at charlie and said
-dad I cant stay I should go
-what, where?
-I'm staying with matt and his family in alaska
-Bella Ты cant just leave!!!
-dad I'm 18.
I сказал(-а) trying to reason with him
-but Bella…….
I cut him off
-charlie I came to say good bye………….
Then the door flew open and jake came in with sam and jared and seth
Then they all looked at me and matt confused
-Bella?
Jake and seth asked together
-yeah Bellas back!
Charlie сказал(-а) cheerfull like he didn’t hear a word I have said
-not for long!
I muttered under my breath annoyed but it was to low for charlie to hear bu jake and his Друзья looked at me again and gasped
-Bella?
Jake asked not beliving it was me
-its me!
I сказал(-а) then I stood up and dragged matt with me
-Bella please don’t go! I just got Ты back after 2 weeks!
He begged I didn’t want to leave him but it was for himself
-dad I cant stay here I will send Ты letters call you,maybe visit Ты again…
-bells don’t do this!
I looked him in the eye
-its for your best charlie,I should go
He looked at me like he got my messeg that I was dangerous
I went closer to him to hug him when sam said
-no!
I looked at him its not I want to suck his blood!
-what?!
I was losing my temper
-nothing,just be careful
He сказал(-а) like he knew I could hurt charlie then I remmembered what jake and sam сказал(-а) the night I left Bella we know what they are,we could help! They knew they were a vamp and they knew I'm a vamp to! I froze in my place not breathing they all nothiced ecxept charlie
-dad I should reallu go,ok? I promise to call you,
I hugged charlie and сказал(-а) good bye and shook the la push boys away and dragged matt out of the house.
-what's wrong Bella?
He asked
-they know what we are
-how?
-I don’t know!
We ran to the jungel to teleport back to Лондон then I smelled a dog!!
I turned a round and saw jake and sam looking at me god they smell bad!!
-Bella,what happened to you?
Jake asked in a pained voice
-nothing I'm just movung on with my life!
-Bella tell us the truth!please!
-I cant jake take care of charlie ok?and I wount bother to come back!
-ok
-bye
-bye
Matt took my hand and teleported us to the cottag
(chapter 9)
-ohhhhhhhhhhh
I whined
-what's wrong?
Matt asked
-it hurts….talking to my dad like this….,breaking his heart……………………
I broke into tearless sobes matt hugged me
-its ok,its ok…shhhhh
he kissed my forhead
-you could go and see him again………maybe stay with him fore a год and tell him your going to colloge and come back here then Ты can send him letters and call him………..
-yeah your right but its hard
-it was hard for me too but Ты should let go after a while Ты know Ты cant be with them forever then they will know something is wrong your.. not againg your cold and……………..
-yeah your right I could have one еще год with my dad and Ты could Переместить in with us and come to school
-what??
-remmember Ты сказал(-а) Ты don’t want to be alone? So know Ты could be with me that way if I Остаться в живых control someone is there fore me
I сказал(-а) beging him
-please please say yes!?
-ok! For you
-Thanks
I kissed his cheek
-but first we should golden are eyes up! It will take about 1 week!
-thanks!!
I clapped my hands and went to call charlie I talked to him and told him I was coming to stay with him but matt was going to stay with us and come to school with me charlie accepted and told me he will register him at school and his so happy that I'm coming back home.
Matt and I hunted Животные every день so are eyes could turn gold
1 week later
-time to go!
-okay
I closed my eyes and took his hand when I opened my eyes we where at the forest we ran to my house with a empty suitcase that belonged to justin and I changed into a blue рубашка and skinny jeans
I rang the колокол, колокольчик, белл and heard Charlie's foot steps coming towards the door
-oh Эй, bells I'm so happy you’re here ! its been like years come here kiddo
He hugged me and kissed both of my cheeks and forehead
-hi matt.
Charlie сказал(-а) coldly
-hi mr.swan
-call me charlie
-ok charlie
Matt smiled at him charlie smiled back automaticly
-Oh um come on in
He opened the door and led us in He showed matts room and told us he's going to make ужин for us
-your dads cool
-yeah he is
-so Ты got your room and your going to school tommorow! Isnt that great!
-yeah! But its scary!, I mean what is it like?
-like Ты go to school,but Ты should hunt often and don’t touch humans или run fast
-that's easy.
-yeah it is,like I сказал(-а) easy
-lets go eat!
-what I don’t want to eat human food!
-just a bite или two for my dad! Please?
-ok! But its not faire Ты always get what Ты want!
-well that's me! Now come on!
I dragged him down stairs,charlie was Чтение a news paper
-hey dad what's cooking?
What ever it was stinked! Ugh! I cant belive I'm going to eat it its like eating dirt!!
-pasta your fave!
Not my fave anymore
-gee dad! Thanks!
-I hope Ты like макаронные изделия, макароны matt.
-very much sir.
He was a good liar.nice!
-so is everything ok?
Charlie asked
-yeah why wouldn’t it be?
-well Ты went away for 3 weeks and stayed with him know his staying with us….
-um yeah hes an old friend after I got like that I called matt cause he lives in forks then when he told me he's parents had passed away I went to see him and they wanted to send him to an orphanage so I told him he can stay with us.
Charlie looked at me with consern
-that's so sweet of Ты Bella,and I'm sorry about your parents matt I know its hard and if Ты needed anything just tell me ok?
-thanks charlie
Charlie nodded
We had ужин that was not that delicious and claimed we should sleep charlie came and sneaked into my room to see I was there and not with matt then he went to his room.
I was so nerves how charlie was going to react, matt squeezed my hand to comfort me charlie opened the door and gasped he was stairing at me ,not beliving it was me
-Bella?
He wasn’t sure if it was really me and then I heard billys voice from the phone
-charlie charlie are Ты ok?
He didn’t respond and turned off the phone
-yeah dad its me
He staired at me again
-you look different!
-yeah two weeks does that to you.
I lied to him
-oh Bella! I missed Ты so much I was so worried that I wouldn’t see Ты again!
Then I took my hand out of matts and hugged him
-your cold
-yeah its freezing out side
I lied again it was just cloudy
Then he looked at matt
-this is matt my friend
-hi!
Matt сказал(-а) and shook Charlie's hand
-hi.
Charlie сказал(-а) confused
-can we come in?
I asked
-sure sure kid!
We went in everything was repaired and cleaned!
-the boys from la push came and heleped me
We sat on the sofa and talked for 16 минуты
Then I looked at charlie and said
-dad I cant stay I should go
-what, where?
-I'm staying with matt and his family in alaska
-Bella Ты cant just leave!!!
-dad I'm 18.
I сказал(-а) trying to reason with him
-but Bella…….
I cut him off
-charlie I came to say good bye………….
Then the door flew open and jake came in with sam and jared and seth
Then they all looked at me and matt confused
-Bella?
Jake and seth asked together
-yeah Bellas back!
Charlie сказал(-а) cheerfull like he didn’t hear a word I have said
-not for long!
I muttered under my breath annoyed but it was to low for charlie to hear bu jake and his Друзья looked at me again and gasped
-Bella?
Jake asked not beliving it was me
-its me!
I сказал(-а) then I stood up and dragged matt with me
-Bella please don’t go! I just got Ты back after 2 weeks!
He begged I didn’t want to leave him but it was for himself
-dad I cant stay here I will send Ты letters call you,maybe visit Ты again…
-bells don’t do this!
I looked him in the eye
-its for your best charlie,I should go
He looked at me like he got my messeg that I was dangerous
I went closer to him to hug him when sam said
-no!
I looked at him its not I want to suck his blood!
-what?!
I was losing my temper
-nothing,just be careful
He сказал(-а) like he knew I could hurt charlie then I remmembered what jake and sam сказал(-а) the night I left Bella we know what they are,we could help! They knew they were a vamp and they knew I'm a vamp to! I froze in my place not breathing they all nothiced ecxept charlie
-dad I should reallu go,ok? I promise to call you,
I hugged charlie and сказал(-а) good bye and shook the la push boys away and dragged matt out of the house.
-what's wrong Bella?
He asked
-they know what we are
-how?
-I don’t know!
We ran to the jungel to teleport back to Лондон then I smelled a dog!!
I turned a round and saw jake and sam looking at me god they smell bad!!
-Bella,what happened to you?
Jake asked in a pained voice
-nothing I'm just movung on with my life!
-Bella tell us the truth!please!
-I cant jake take care of charlie ok?and I wount bother to come back!
-ok
-bye
-bye
Matt took my hand and teleported us to the cottag
(chapter 9)
-ohhhhhhhhhhh
I whined
-what's wrong?
Matt asked
-it hurts….talking to my dad like this….,breaking his heart……………………
I broke into tearless sobes matt hugged me
-its ok,its ok…shhhhh
he kissed my forhead
-you could go and see him again………maybe stay with him fore a год and tell him your going to colloge and come back here then Ты can send him letters and call him………..
-yeah your right but its hard
-it was hard for me too but Ты should let go after a while Ты know Ты cant be with them forever then they will know something is wrong your.. not againg your cold and……………..
-yeah your right I could have one еще год with my dad and Ты could Переместить in with us and come to school
-what??
-remmember Ты сказал(-а) Ты don’t want to be alone? So know Ты could be with me that way if I Остаться в живых control someone is there fore me
I сказал(-а) beging him
-please please say yes!?
-ok! For you
-Thanks
I kissed his cheek
-but first we should golden are eyes up! It will take about 1 week!
-thanks!!
I clapped my hands and went to call charlie I talked to him and told him I was coming to stay with him but matt was going to stay with us and come to school with me charlie accepted and told me he will register him at school and his so happy that I'm coming back home.
Matt and I hunted Животные every день so are eyes could turn gold
1 week later
-time to go!
-okay
I closed my eyes and took his hand when I opened my eyes we where at the forest we ran to my house with a empty suitcase that belonged to justin and I changed into a blue рубашка and skinny jeans
I rang the колокол, колокольчик, белл and heard Charlie's foot steps coming towards the door
-oh Эй, bells I'm so happy you’re here ! its been like years come here kiddo
He hugged me and kissed both of my cheeks and forehead
-hi matt.
Charlie сказал(-а) coldly
-hi mr.swan
-call me charlie
-ok charlie
Matt smiled at him charlie smiled back automaticly
-Oh um come on in
He opened the door and led us in He showed matts room and told us he's going to make ужин for us
-your dads cool
-yeah he is
-so Ты got your room and your going to school tommorow! Isnt that great!
-yeah! But its scary!, I mean what is it like?
-like Ты go to school,but Ты should hunt often and don’t touch humans или run fast
-that's easy.
-yeah it is,like I сказал(-а) easy
-lets go eat!
-what I don’t want to eat human food!
-just a bite или two for my dad! Please?
-ok! But its not faire Ты always get what Ты want!
-well that's me! Now come on!
I dragged him down stairs,charlie was Чтение a news paper
-hey dad what's cooking?
What ever it was stinked! Ugh! I cant belive I'm going to eat it its like eating dirt!!
-pasta your fave!
Not my fave anymore
-gee dad! Thanks!
-I hope Ты like макаронные изделия, макароны matt.
-very much sir.
He was a good liar.nice!
-so is everything ok?
Charlie asked
-yeah why wouldn’t it be?
-well Ты went away for 3 weeks and stayed with him know his staying with us….
-um yeah hes an old friend after I got like that I called matt cause he lives in forks then when he told me he's parents had passed away I went to see him and they wanted to send him to an orphanage so I told him he can stay with us.
Charlie looked at me with consern
-that's so sweet of Ты Bella,and I'm sorry about your parents matt I know its hard and if Ты needed anything just tell me ok?
-thanks charlie
Charlie nodded
We had ужин that was not that delicious and claimed we should sleep charlie came and sneaked into my room to see I was there and not with matt then he went to his room.
what I'm Письмо isn't exactly an Статья , but I hope Ты will enjoy it ^_^ ..
Girl; Do I ever пересекать, крест you'r mind ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Do Ты like me ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Do Ты want me ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Would Ты cry if I left ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Would Ты live for me ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Would Ты do anything for me ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Choose me или you'r life ?
Boy; My life .
The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says ....
*The reason Ты never пересекать, крест my mind is because Ты are always on my mind .
*The reason why I don't like Ты is because I Любовь Ты .
*The reason I don't want Ты is because I need Ты .
*The reason I wouldn't cry if Ты left is because I would die if Ты left .
*The reason I wouldn't live for Ты is because I would die for Ты .
*The reason why I'm not willing to do Ты anything for Ты is because I would do everything for Ты .
*The reason I chose my life is because Ты are my life .
Girl; Do I ever пересекать, крест you'r mind ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Do Ты like me ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Do Ты want me ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Would Ты cry if I left ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Would Ты live for me ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Would Ты do anything for me ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Choose me или you'r life ?
Boy; My life .
The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says ....
*The reason Ты never пересекать, крест my mind is because Ты are always on my mind .
*The reason why I don't like Ты is because I Любовь Ты .
*The reason I don't want Ты is because I need Ты .
*The reason I wouldn't cry if Ты left is because I would die if Ты left .
*The reason I wouldn't live for Ты is because I would die for Ты .
*The reason why I'm not willing to do Ты anything for Ты is because I would do everything for Ты .
*The reason I chose my life is because Ты are my life .
inch by inch
bringing me closer
to my doom
Бабочки of
anticipation
flutter nervously
in my stomach
knuckles whiten
jaws clench
what have I
gotten myself into
the suspense
is killing me
I'm going to hate it
I'm going to Любовь it
I might lose my lunch
but I don't care
heaven help me
here it comes...
...
I hold my breath...
...
and then
I scream
my stomach
drops
my breath
is stolen
my heart
is pounding
adrenaline
courses
through
my veins
amid screams
of sweet terror
I fling up
my hands
and ride on
the wings
of Thrill!
I remember the день I fell in love.
Not just simple love.
No, this was head over heels, I'd die for Ты love.
I remember where I fell in love.
A small middle school in a small town.
A place Ты could easily miss.
I remember the my matchmaker.
A short women, but with еще огонь then Ты could ever imagine.
еще passion for what she does then I had ever seen.
I remember my girlfriends who were with me.
My athletic, sassy, fun-loving chicks.
My flirting consultants.
I remember him.
Good God, he was beautiful.
Yes, I remember the день I fell in love.
True Love.
Head over heels love.
With..................
Basketball.
--------------------------------
This is dedicated to my first real баскетбол coach. She taught me not just how to play basketball, but how to be part of a team. I have so much respect for her and I know I should thank her everyday for helping me fall in love. For Coach Joy.
Not just simple love.
No, this was head over heels, I'd die for Ты love.
I remember where I fell in love.
A small middle school in a small town.
A place Ты could easily miss.
I remember the my matchmaker.
A short women, but with еще огонь then Ты could ever imagine.
еще passion for what she does then I had ever seen.
I remember my girlfriends who were with me.
My athletic, sassy, fun-loving chicks.
My flirting consultants.
I remember him.
Good God, he was beautiful.
Yes, I remember the день I fell in love.
True Love.
Head over heels love.
With..................
Basketball.
--------------------------------
This is dedicated to my first real баскетбол coach. She taught me not just how to play basketball, but how to be part of a team. I have so much respect for her and I know I should thank her everyday for helping me fall in love. For Coach Joy.
Just a poem. I hope it isn't much of a bother to rate.
I dream of all things
Uncertain of dark deeds and pasts
Within these thoughts as dark as sea
When once those wings of black
Hung over all
Shadowing but of the wretched white
That blinds me of all beauty.
I dream of all things
From happiness to highs
Let down these pills
или I’m gone, retreat inside my mind
Where none but the darkest thoughts
Swallowing twilight
I dream of all things
From the stories told by hidden scars
Unable to Показать themselves
Under this intense scrutiny
That makes up this world’s attire
To the times that I could be happy
Without a drug to create
The much-needed illusion...
I dream of all things
No matter of their contents
Because, well,
Nightmares are still dreams.
I dream of all things
Uncertain of dark deeds and pasts
Within these thoughts as dark as sea
When once those wings of black
Hung over all
Shadowing but of the wretched white
That blinds me of all beauty.
I dream of all things
From happiness to highs
Let down these pills
или I’m gone, retreat inside my mind
Where none but the darkest thoughts
Swallowing twilight
I dream of all things
From the stories told by hidden scars
Unable to Показать themselves
Under this intense scrutiny
That makes up this world’s attire
To the times that I could be happy
Without a drug to create
The much-needed illusion...
I dream of all things
No matter of their contents
Because, well,
Nightmares are still dreams.