“It all started about six years ago…my mom and dad were at the park playing with my younger brother, Tyler, on his fourth birthday. I had decided to hang out with my Друзья instead… now I wish that I had never made such an idiotic decision. Cause of that день at the park, someone came and murdered my parents and украл, палантин away my little brother. I know all of this because that dirt bag left a letter saying “ I murdered both of your parents and украл, палантин your little brother because when I went to kill him I just couldn’t bring myself to do it. So, I haven’t decided what to do with him yet, but don’t bother looking for him because I can guarantee his safety. But I have decided to kill myself because I can’t stand to look at myself anymore. Signed, the killer”.
So, here I am today, four years later…into high school… “Hi T-kay!” сказал(-а) Risa. “Oh, hi Risa. How was your spring break?” сказал(-а) T-kay. “Good, but never mind that!” сказал(-а) Risa as she hugged him tight as possible saying I’m so sorry. “What for?” сказал(-а) T-kay. “I kept hearing around the town that over spring break was the anniversary of your parents death and brothers disappearing.” сказал(-а) Risa crying while still hugging him. Then T- kay silently said, “Oh…I forgot about it. Please don’t worry about it. I’m fine really”. Risa then stopped and сказал(-а) “Fine, but if Ты ever need to talk about anything, anything at all, please give me a call!”. “Thanks Risa your such a good friend.” сказал(-а) T-kay with a smile on his face.
“Oh yeah! That reminds me, Ты should come over sometime and meet my little brother. Well, step-brother, but anyways, he just turned ten over our vacation” сказал(-а) Risa. Then T-kay was shocked and Risa turned and said” What’s wrong?” then T-kay paused for a минута and said, “No, it’s nothing”. then he thought to himself nah, it must just be a coincidence. “So how was your spring break?” сказал(-а) T-kay. Then Risa got all excited and said, “Well, I celebrated my step-brother’s birthday and I still feel really bad for him after all this time…” “Why? What happened to him?” сказал(-а) T-kay in a worried voice. She then hesitated and said, “When we adopted him, he had suffered of brain loss and couldn’t remember a thing from his birth to his fifth birthday. That was when he showed up at the doorstep of the adoption center.” “Wow that’s strange” сказал(-а) T-kay. “Yeah, I know right?” сказал(-а) Risa said. Then the колокол, колокольчик, белл rang for class. Then, T-kay turned to say “Can I walk with Ты to class?” and Risa blushed and said, “sure!”…then they walked together to class and T-kay held her Книги for her as if they were boyfriend and girlfriend.
Many hours later after the school колокол, колокольчик, белл rang… “Hey Risa wait up!” сказал(-а) T-kay running towards Risa, but then tripped and fell face first onto the ground. Then Risa laughed and said, “Wow, Ты really haven’t changed, your still a bi klutz. But it‘s kind of cute!” she then helped him up. “Thank you!” he сказал(-а) as he grabbed her hand to get back up. They then headed home, but went a different way than they usually did. Ты could hear all of the birds chirping and all of the little nature Животные wondering around in the park. “Wow…It’s such a beautiful день today. Gosh, I almost don’t want the день to end.” she сказал(-а) as she gazed into the beautiful spring day. He then did the same and said, “Yeah, I know what Ты mean.” “Sometimes, don’t Ты just want to freeze time and never let the perfect день end…” сказал(-а) Risa as she thought to herself what to say next. “Yeah” he сказал(-а) and then sighed and asked, “Want to go and get some lunch или something?”. Risa then thought about it and said, “Sure, want to…never mind. It’s stupid”. then T-kay jumped to the point and said, “Nothing Ты say или think is stupid. What was it?”. she then hesitated and said, “Well…I was thinking, maybe we could go and have a picnic under the big oak дерево in the park!?”. “That’s a good idea, we’ll meet there!” he shouted without thinking. They both blushed and nodded there heads yes. “Okay then, I’ll get the Еда and sandwiches and Ты get the snacks, blanket, and the basket to carry it all in! is that a plan?” he said.
About forty-five минуты under the old oak дерево in the park… he then asked, “Turkey или ham?” and she continued by saying “Turkey! Lays или ruffles?”. he said, “Either one works, so Ты pick!”. they then both began to eat their sandwiches and chips for lunch. Then after they finished eating…
Risa began to get shivers. “Are Ты cold?” T-kay сказал(-а) with a sweet and caring voice. “No” Risa сказал(-а) while still shivering. He then smiled, took off his куртка and put it on Risa. She quickly shouted and said, “No, really I’m fi…fi” achoo! He then laughed at her and had her lay her lead down in his lap and said, “There, is that any better?”. She then blushed and said, “Yeah, I’m fine now, thanks!”. “Your welcome. I just care about Ты and don’t want Ты to get sick because Ты are special to me…” he сказал(-а) gazing into her eyes. Risa then silently thought to herself and said, “Is there anything I can do? For Ты I mean?” he then said, “ What do Ты mean?” and she continued with, “ Well, since your brother gone and” then T-kay cut her off by saying, “Oh, well then, Ты can promise to always stay by my side for always and forever.” she then began to say “It’s” and yawned to continue saying, “ It’s a promise!”. They then both fell asleep right there under the big oak дерево in the park, under the big, beautiful full moon. As they slept, nature began to do the same and it grew silent. It was like the best день ever, for some people at least…
So, here I am today, four years later…into high school… “Hi T-kay!” сказал(-а) Risa. “Oh, hi Risa. How was your spring break?” сказал(-а) T-kay. “Good, but never mind that!” сказал(-а) Risa as she hugged him tight as possible saying I’m so sorry. “What for?” сказал(-а) T-kay. “I kept hearing around the town that over spring break was the anniversary of your parents death and brothers disappearing.” сказал(-а) Risa crying while still hugging him. Then T- kay silently said, “Oh…I forgot about it. Please don’t worry about it. I’m fine really”. Risa then stopped and сказал(-а) “Fine, but if Ты ever need to talk about anything, anything at all, please give me a call!”. “Thanks Risa your such a good friend.” сказал(-а) T-kay with a smile on his face.
“Oh yeah! That reminds me, Ты should come over sometime and meet my little brother. Well, step-brother, but anyways, he just turned ten over our vacation” сказал(-а) Risa. Then T-kay was shocked and Risa turned and said” What’s wrong?” then T-kay paused for a минута and said, “No, it’s nothing”. then he thought to himself nah, it must just be a coincidence. “So how was your spring break?” сказал(-а) T-kay. Then Risa got all excited and said, “Well, I celebrated my step-brother’s birthday and I still feel really bad for him after all this time…” “Why? What happened to him?” сказал(-а) T-kay in a worried voice. She then hesitated and said, “When we adopted him, he had suffered of brain loss and couldn’t remember a thing from his birth to his fifth birthday. That was when he showed up at the doorstep of the adoption center.” “Wow that’s strange” сказал(-а) T-kay. “Yeah, I know right?” сказал(-а) Risa said. Then the колокол, колокольчик, белл rang for class. Then, T-kay turned to say “Can I walk with Ты to class?” and Risa blushed and said, “sure!”…then they walked together to class and T-kay held her Книги for her as if they were boyfriend and girlfriend.
Many hours later after the school колокол, колокольчик, белл rang… “Hey Risa wait up!” сказал(-а) T-kay running towards Risa, but then tripped and fell face first onto the ground. Then Risa laughed and said, “Wow, Ты really haven’t changed, your still a bi klutz. But it‘s kind of cute!” she then helped him up. “Thank you!” he сказал(-а) as he grabbed her hand to get back up. They then headed home, but went a different way than they usually did. Ты could hear all of the birds chirping and all of the little nature Животные wondering around in the park. “Wow…It’s such a beautiful день today. Gosh, I almost don’t want the день to end.” she сказал(-а) as she gazed into the beautiful spring day. He then did the same and said, “Yeah, I know what Ты mean.” “Sometimes, don’t Ты just want to freeze time and never let the perfect день end…” сказал(-а) Risa as she thought to herself what to say next. “Yeah” he сказал(-а) and then sighed and asked, “Want to go and get some lunch или something?”. Risa then thought about it and said, “Sure, want to…never mind. It’s stupid”. then T-kay jumped to the point and said, “Nothing Ты say или think is stupid. What was it?”. she then hesitated and said, “Well…I was thinking, maybe we could go and have a picnic under the big oak дерево in the park!?”. “That’s a good idea, we’ll meet there!” he shouted without thinking. They both blushed and nodded there heads yes. “Okay then, I’ll get the Еда and sandwiches and Ты get the snacks, blanket, and the basket to carry it all in! is that a plan?” he said.
About forty-five минуты under the old oak дерево in the park… he then asked, “Turkey или ham?” and she continued by saying “Turkey! Lays или ruffles?”. he said, “Either one works, so Ты pick!”. they then both began to eat their sandwiches and chips for lunch. Then after they finished eating…
Risa began to get shivers. “Are Ты cold?” T-kay сказал(-а) with a sweet and caring voice. “No” Risa сказал(-а) while still shivering. He then smiled, took off his куртка and put it on Risa. She quickly shouted and said, “No, really I’m fi…fi” achoo! He then laughed at her and had her lay her lead down in his lap and said, “There, is that any better?”. She then blushed and said, “Yeah, I’m fine now, thanks!”. “Your welcome. I just care about Ты and don’t want Ты to get sick because Ты are special to me…” he сказал(-а) gazing into her eyes. Risa then silently thought to herself and said, “Is there anything I can do? For Ты I mean?” he then said, “ What do Ты mean?” and she continued with, “ Well, since your brother gone and” then T-kay cut her off by saying, “Oh, well then, Ты can promise to always stay by my side for always and forever.” she then began to say “It’s” and yawned to continue saying, “ It’s a promise!”. They then both fell asleep right there under the big oak дерево in the park, under the big, beautiful full moon. As they slept, nature began to do the same and it grew silent. It was like the best день ever, for some people at least…
I'm setting here looking at a paused Телевидение screen and i soon think to myself is that the way that our life is life when we are put on hold.
If tht's the case then why are we not able to do the work that we have been meant to do forever,
how can the people in our lives trust us for the decisions that we make in our daily lives that we live.
are we really meant to be th people that we are meant to be или are we just passing through this earth with no-where to go but down, that is what i think about when i see a paused tv.
so what do Ты think about this journal entry that i just wrote Ты need to think about what i сказал(-а) and give me your best anwsers that Ты can give.
thnx erie морган maples
If tht's the case then why are we not able to do the work that we have been meant to do forever,
how can the people in our lives trust us for the decisions that we make in our daily lives that we live.
are we really meant to be th people that we are meant to be или are we just passing through this earth with no-where to go but down, that is what i think about when i see a paused tv.
so what do Ты think about this journal entry that i just wrote Ты need to think about what i сказал(-а) and give me your best anwsers that Ты can give.
thnx erie морган maples
Why, do things have to be so hard
In life?
Why can't things be easy
And everyone could just enjoy
Their short lives.
Betrayed
By an old friend
By an old boyfriend
It feels like the whole world
Has gone on the enemy's side
Why do things have to be so complicated?
Tears are rolling down my cheek
As life goes on,
That's what I do.
Because I feel unused, unhelpful, abandoned.
Life goes on
And even though I try
To shrug off the troubles I have had in the past,
Smiling,
Inside, I am extremely hurt
Stabbed by my own friends
I am deserted
Even though I smile
I am hurt
I am betrayed.
In life?
Why can't things be easy
And everyone could just enjoy
Their short lives.
Betrayed
By an old friend
By an old boyfriend
It feels like the whole world
Has gone on the enemy's side
Why do things have to be so complicated?
Tears are rolling down my cheek
As life goes on,
That's what I do.
Because I feel unused, unhelpful, abandoned.
Life goes on
And even though I try
To shrug off the troubles I have had in the past,
Smiling,
Inside, I am extremely hurt
Stabbed by my own friends
I am deserted
Even though I smile
I am hurt
I am betrayed.
Hate.Disappointment.Regret.They all make up some of the worst thing in our lives...then why can't we just give it up?Give it up and just throw all our problems away?The answer is simple because this,this is reality not a fairytale или some fiction story,where the writer can just have their way over their characters like puppets.No.Not at all in reality does one have their way to control their life или the lies that people tell them.There's no stopping your troubles in life или changing the regret you've made in the past ...it's life.
such a waste, my life whole life is a fake!...but im sure ive been a thorn inside of you...that's torn at Ты for years. but, sometimes i can taste how горький i've become...& its еще then i can bare. sometimes i pray for someone to blow me away. just make it quick, but let it burn...so i can feel the pain thats torn at me for years. i can't be held responsable, 'cause this is all so new to me. can i...leave my pain behind?
the sercomstances of one's birth are irrelavent. its what Ты DO with the gift of life, that determends who Ты are. the pain Ты feel...its normal. let it go.
Ты think?
yes. Ты need to forgive and forget.
i can't...
Ты can.
but i can't just do nothing...
it's not nothing!
i cant just...forget.
it's hard to forgive, and its hard to forget, but it's easy to do nothing...
you're right...
the sercomstances of one's birth are irrelavent. its what Ты DO with the gift of life, that determends who Ты are. the pain Ты feel...its normal. let it go.
Ты think?
yes. Ты need to forgive and forget.
i can't...
Ты can.
but i can't just do nothing...
it's not nothing!
i cant just...forget.
it's hard to forgive, and its hard to forget, but it's easy to do nothing...
you're right...