Pain. Fear. Hatred. These things is what my life was full of. Love. Laughter. Happiness. I have none of these things. I used to though. I had a great Mom and Dad. We lived in a small house on the sandy shores of a пляж, пляжный in California. I had a small furry Labrador that would beg for any Еда he could get his soft paws on. Usually it was only broccoli.
That life doesn't seem amazing. Well....it still was. The nights my family and I had by the crackling огонь after a dip in the ocean water were my favorite. My mother would sit on the green chair in the corner and braid my long red hair that everyone сказал(-а) was the prettiest thing. Dad would sing in the кухня while he baked банан bread. My dog, Daisy, would chase her tail around the living room and I would giggle. That was ten-years-ago.
Think three years later. I live in a small apartment in New York City with my father and step mom, a woman who acts like the best mother ever. But when your father leaves she tries to get Ты to take meth and пиво bottles she hides in my closet. That way if my Dad finds them he would get mad at me. Not her.
My mother was killed in a car accident. She was my Избранное person on this planet. People would say that my mother was like a living angel. She went out of her way to help people. Her sweet face was like sunshine and Whenever I was sad или I had a bad день she would comfort me. Lots of people from the neighborhood came to her funeral. She was a respected woman that everyone loved.
So the horrid years of living with the woman that I considered a bad excuse for anything went bye. I became a teenager. My hormones and mood swings danced around everywhere and there was no one to explain them too. My father wouldn't understand and my step-mom had this idea that I was her hideous slave.
Then, one night, as I gazed up at the starry sky from my window I realized something. The sky was black. It was dark. Like me, I was lonely and sad light the black sky. But there were the stars there, so big and bright. Like the good things in life. I didn't have any of those stars. But my mother was one of the stars. My past memories were the stars. My щенок that my new mother gave away. The one person who actually liked me at school, my friend Kaylin. So I grabbed my things and put them in a bag.
I wasn't thinking strait. I thought that running away from my life would bring me closer to those bright stars that were shining above me. But I still ran. I didn't know where I was going. I had no money. или food. But the fact that I was going to get closer to those stars. I was going to feel there warm heat. Their hope that everyone got. But when the big truck hit me each звезда ran away.
It was black. A cold still nothingness. It filled my mind and soul. I was walking in the nothingness. With nothing on me. I had none of my belongings. None of my things. But until suddenly a giant glowing gate in the distance opened up to me. I waled through hoping it would take me out of the nothingness. And I found myself in a flowing white dress. My red hair braided down my back with silver beads strung through my strands of red. I felt happy. And bright. Like an angel. или a princess.
I laughed as a little girl on a white dog screamed by me in laughter. I saw an old couple embracing themselves. The old lady was crying as she hugged the old man. And then I saw my mother. She was a striking image of me only older. She had her arms opened up welcoming me.
She smiled and it all got brighter.
"Welcome Izzy." She сказал(-а) while calling my name. Her bright ocean blue eyes sparkled as millions of people in white came to hug me. I was now home.
I'm not Письмо this story to make Ты confused. или frustrated. But to realize, we always can find our happiness. Not by looking at your bad things in life. Not by making your life ruined. But by smiling at those stars. Going forward, never back. By becoming one of those stars. A happy memory. A happy, good person.
Always look on the bright side. Thats where the stars are, right?
That life doesn't seem amazing. Well....it still was. The nights my family and I had by the crackling огонь after a dip in the ocean water were my favorite. My mother would sit on the green chair in the corner and braid my long red hair that everyone сказал(-а) was the prettiest thing. Dad would sing in the кухня while he baked банан bread. My dog, Daisy, would chase her tail around the living room and I would giggle. That was ten-years-ago.
Think three years later. I live in a small apartment in New York City with my father and step mom, a woman who acts like the best mother ever. But when your father leaves she tries to get Ты to take meth and пиво bottles she hides in my closet. That way if my Dad finds them he would get mad at me. Not her.
My mother was killed in a car accident. She was my Избранное person on this planet. People would say that my mother was like a living angel. She went out of her way to help people. Her sweet face was like sunshine and Whenever I was sad или I had a bad день she would comfort me. Lots of people from the neighborhood came to her funeral. She was a respected woman that everyone loved.
So the horrid years of living with the woman that I considered a bad excuse for anything went bye. I became a teenager. My hormones and mood swings danced around everywhere and there was no one to explain them too. My father wouldn't understand and my step-mom had this idea that I was her hideous slave.
Then, one night, as I gazed up at the starry sky from my window I realized something. The sky was black. It was dark. Like me, I was lonely and sad light the black sky. But there were the stars there, so big and bright. Like the good things in life. I didn't have any of those stars. But my mother was one of the stars. My past memories were the stars. My щенок that my new mother gave away. The one person who actually liked me at school, my friend Kaylin. So I grabbed my things and put them in a bag.
I wasn't thinking strait. I thought that running away from my life would bring me closer to those bright stars that were shining above me. But I still ran. I didn't know where I was going. I had no money. или food. But the fact that I was going to get closer to those stars. I was going to feel there warm heat. Their hope that everyone got. But when the big truck hit me each звезда ran away.
It was black. A cold still nothingness. It filled my mind and soul. I was walking in the nothingness. With nothing on me. I had none of my belongings. None of my things. But until suddenly a giant glowing gate in the distance opened up to me. I waled through hoping it would take me out of the nothingness. And I found myself in a flowing white dress. My red hair braided down my back with silver beads strung through my strands of red. I felt happy. And bright. Like an angel. или a princess.
I laughed as a little girl on a white dog screamed by me in laughter. I saw an old couple embracing themselves. The old lady was crying as she hugged the old man. And then I saw my mother. She was a striking image of me only older. She had her arms opened up welcoming me.
She smiled and it all got brighter.
"Welcome Izzy." She сказал(-а) while calling my name. Her bright ocean blue eyes sparkled as millions of people in white came to hug me. I was now home.
I'm not Письмо this story to make Ты confused. или frustrated. But to realize, we always can find our happiness. Not by looking at your bad things in life. Not by making your life ruined. But by smiling at those stars. Going forward, never back. By becoming one of those stars. A happy memory. A happy, good person.
Always look on the bright side. Thats where the stars are, right?
I was born, yet I felt as though I lived before.
I breathed, though I struggled for the air that would keep me sane.
I ate Еда and drink, but I still craved for more.
I slept, but I was still awake and pulsing with energy inside.
I made my first friend, but I knew I would have to say goodbye sometime.
I felt fear, even though my head was streaming with it already beforehand.
I felt joy, yet my body ached of pain and sorrow.
I wept, but my tears tasted of sweet wine instead of seasalt.
I ran through the light of the morning sun, though my spirit raced into the wild night.
I dreamed of Герои and happiness, knowing however that it was an illusion upon waking up.
I looked into eyes of beauty, only to see them wash away the Далее day.
I fell weak and frail, but my spirit strengthened the loss.
I reached for hands of help, only to have them drag me down.
I closed my eyes, to see the light.
...to thus being born again...
I breathed, though I struggled for the air that would keep me sane.
I ate Еда and drink, but I still craved for more.
I slept, but I was still awake and pulsing with energy inside.
I made my first friend, but I knew I would have to say goodbye sometime.
I felt fear, even though my head was streaming with it already beforehand.
I felt joy, yet my body ached of pain and sorrow.
I wept, but my tears tasted of sweet wine instead of seasalt.
I ran through the light of the morning sun, though my spirit raced into the wild night.
I dreamed of Герои and happiness, knowing however that it was an illusion upon waking up.
I looked into eyes of beauty, only to see them wash away the Далее day.
I fell weak and frail, but my spirit strengthened the loss.
I reached for hands of help, only to have them drag me down.
I closed my eyes, to see the light.
...to thus being born again...
umm Эй,
guys sorry i have not Опубликовано anything in so long I got major Письмо block and had to wait untill all of my expertise came back to me.
I seek a release
from the pain that I feel
Inside my сердце there is only
Anger, betrayal and sadness!
Lonliness is a terrible thing
with no-one to see the state that Im in
my head is spinning think im gonna be sick
oh please god
send me someone I can relate to
I cant trust my mum shes to far gone
cant trust my dad hes just an жопа, попка
If i cant trust my family who can i trust?
Inside my chest is a hole
where my сердце once was
My mum cruelly tore it out
and then stamped all over it!
I was only a child
burdened with adult responsibilities!
and inside that hole
If Ты can see past all of the scars
Ты will see my suppresed heart!
I seek a release
from the pain that I feel
Inside my сердце there is only
Anger, betrayal and sadness!
Lonliness is a terrible thing
with no-one to see the state that Im in
my head is spinning think im gonna be sick
oh please god
send me someone I can relate to
I cant trust my mum shes to far gone
cant trust my dad hes just an жопа, попка
If i cant trust my family who can i trust?
Inside my chest is a hole
where my сердце once was
My mum cruelly tore it out
and then stamped all over it!
I was only a child
burdened with adult responsibilities!
and inside that hole
If Ты can see past all of the scars
Ты will see my suppresed heart!
We're blind to another one's pain
'Cause we refuse to see
We're deaf to another one's cries
'Cause we refuse to hear
We're dumb to another one's comfort request
'Cause we refuse to speak
But our eyes are wide open
To see another one's mistake
Our ears are open
To hear abouth another one's mistakes
And we can speak
To judge about another one's mistakes
We think we know everything
But we don't know anything
We're ready to judge
But we'd better look in the mirror
Making mistakes is proof your human
Turning your back on those who make them, not so much
He who's without sin,cast the first stone
'Cause we refuse to see
We're deaf to another one's cries
'Cause we refuse to hear
We're dumb to another one's comfort request
'Cause we refuse to speak
But our eyes are wide open
To see another one's mistake
Our ears are open
To hear abouth another one's mistakes
And we can speak
To judge about another one's mistakes
We think we know everything
But we don't know anything
We're ready to judge
But we'd better look in the mirror
Making mistakes is proof your human
Turning your back on those who make them, not so much
He who's without sin,cast the first stone