chapter (1)
it's raining outsaid ,david finished his work early today ,he took his sons from school and brought them back Главная
mary was daivd's wife and the mother of four children (kiven,poul, jack and kat ),when david and his sons entered the house mary was surprised seeing them in the house in that time
"you're early today "mary said
"yea ,mary can I talk to Ты in the кухня ?"david asked
"yea ,sure"mary said
mary and david sit on the sofa that their little where daughter sleep at night
"ok I don't know how to tell Ты this ,but we should Переместить "david said
"move to where ? and why? "mary asked
"this place is no longer our home" david said
"you Остаться в живых your job today right ?"mary asked
"no ,it's not about the job ,it's your father" david said
"david my father can't do anything ,he's not even my real father , he intimidated Ты that doesn't mean he's dangerous "mary said
"no ,listen your father want to..." david and mary conversation cutted by ringing the bills door
"oh my god ,they're here "david said
poul opened the door ,it was his grandfather with tow strange men
"is your father in Главная kid?"george (the grandfather ) said
"yes ,he's in the кухня "poul answered
"then let me see him please" george said
"ok"poul said
when george entered the кухня with those strange men david was very angry ,he was looking in george's face but george was smilling and standing afront of him
"so did Ты tell her? "george asked
"tell me what?" mary asked
"I was going to tell her" david answered
"tell me what ?,will somebody please explain what's going here ?" mary said
"I'll help your husband with make еще money by make this family lower "george said
"so you'll take our kids ?" mary asked
"no I don't want your kids ,your pathetic husband can't make money and he can't take this family expenditure ,so your life is useless ,If we killed Ты your husband can save еще money "george said
"but that's so overstated "mary said
"listen to me woman ,you're living in our money and we who decide who will live and who will die ,so Ты have tow choice ,you can save your family and die или Ты can die with your kids ,your husband will watching Ты with the kids when you'll all die and we will let him live to make еще money for us ,and Ты can't run away ,we have many men watching Ты "one of the men said
"you son of a..."mary cutted what david will say "I'll do it alone " mary сказал(-а)
"mary...no please no "david said
"ok we will take Ты after two weeks "the man сказал(-а) while he moving to the door
"are Ты out of Ты mind mary "david said
"we have no choice david " mary said
"I can save Ты "david said"
"if Ты saved me we will lose the kids ,it's ok daivd Ты did your best "said mary sad
"so Ты guys will still here или what "jack said
"we're here hunny ,ok act normal for the kids "mary said
"ok"david said
the days ran fast ,five days left for mary ,she was sitting with her kids everyday ,talking and playing with them to forget that she will leave them after five days ,her dream was watching her children growing up but unfortunately she can't be with them
mary's sons were sleeping in one small room cause the house is very old and small ,mary knocked the door before she went to sleep ,keivin opened the door ,"mom is there something wrong?" kevin asked
"can I talk to Ты inside ?" mary asked
"sure ,get in" kevin answered
mary sat down on kevin's постель, кровати ,"how old are Ты kevin ?" mary asked
"I'm almost 15 ,why ?" kevin answered
"you're a man now kevin ,you have to look out for your younger brothers and your little sister ,I want Ты to help your father "mary said
"yea of curse ,but why are Ты telling me this ?" kevin asked
"cause someday I won't be able to take care of all of Ты ,I just want Ты to understand that I'll be with Ты even if I'm not beside Ты ,I just want Ты to remember this " mary сказал(-а) wiping on kevin's hair
"don't worry mom "kevin said
"I know" mary сказал(-а) ,mary walking toward the door "good night hunny"said mary befor she closed the door
david heard what mary and kevin were talking about ,he can't take his life anymore ,he's almost losing his wife and he Остаться в живых his job today but he doesn't want to tell mary
"mary ,please don't be emotional in the last hours "david said
"I know I just.... can't "mary сказал(-а) crying
"I know it even harder for me but we can't do anything now ,I saw three men with Оружие looking at our house they were sitting in the empty building that near us "david said
"yea I know ,I just want to tell Ты something and please promise me to do what I'll say " mary said
"I'll do anything ,what Ты want ?" david asked
"don't let this happened to kat too in the future and don't tell her that I'm dead tell she been in school "
"mary what are Ты talking about do Ты think I'll do the same thing that your father did to Ты ?" david asked
"no ,I just think that she's just three years old girl but Ты don't talk to her или play with her just like when our sons were in her age ,don't hate her cause she's a girl and we are poor " mary said
"are Ты kidding me mary ,do I sound like a girls hater ? " david asked
"no ,I'm sorry I just... feel very angry ,I'm sorry I don't want to fight with Ты in my last days " mary said
"it's ok ,I think Ты should take some rest now "david сказал(-а)
"ok "mary said
it's raining outsaid ,david finished his work early today ,he took his sons from school and brought them back Главная
mary was daivd's wife and the mother of four children (kiven,poul, jack and kat ),when david and his sons entered the house mary was surprised seeing them in the house in that time
"you're early today "mary said
"yea ,mary can I talk to Ты in the кухня ?"david asked
"yea ,sure"mary said
mary and david sit on the sofa that their little where daughter sleep at night
"ok I don't know how to tell Ты this ,but we should Переместить "david said
"move to where ? and why? "mary asked
"this place is no longer our home" david said
"you Остаться в живых your job today right ?"mary asked
"no ,it's not about the job ,it's your father" david said
"david my father can't do anything ,he's not even my real father , he intimidated Ты that doesn't mean he's dangerous "mary said
"no ,listen your father want to..." david and mary conversation cutted by ringing the bills door
"oh my god ,they're here "david said
poul opened the door ,it was his grandfather with tow strange men
"is your father in Главная kid?"george (the grandfather ) said
"yes ,he's in the кухня "poul answered
"then let me see him please" george said
"ok"poul said
when george entered the кухня with those strange men david was very angry ,he was looking in george's face but george was smilling and standing afront of him
"so did Ты tell her? "george asked
"tell me what?" mary asked
"I was going to tell her" david answered
"tell me what ?,will somebody please explain what's going here ?" mary said
"I'll help your husband with make еще money by make this family lower "george said
"so you'll take our kids ?" mary asked
"no I don't want your kids ,your pathetic husband can't make money and he can't take this family expenditure ,so your life is useless ,If we killed Ты your husband can save еще money "george said
"but that's so overstated "mary said
"listen to me woman ,you're living in our money and we who decide who will live and who will die ,so Ты have tow choice ,you can save your family and die или Ты can die with your kids ,your husband will watching Ты with the kids when you'll all die and we will let him live to make еще money for us ,and Ты can't run away ,we have many men watching Ты "one of the men said
"you son of a..."mary cutted what david will say "I'll do it alone " mary сказал(-а)
"mary...no please no "david said
"ok we will take Ты after two weeks "the man сказал(-а) while he moving to the door
"are Ты out of Ты mind mary "david said
"we have no choice david " mary said
"I can save Ты "david said"
"if Ты saved me we will lose the kids ,it's ok daivd Ты did your best "said mary sad
"so Ты guys will still here или what "jack said
"we're here hunny ,ok act normal for the kids "mary said
"ok"david said
the days ran fast ,five days left for mary ,she was sitting with her kids everyday ,talking and playing with them to forget that she will leave them after five days ,her dream was watching her children growing up but unfortunately she can't be with them
mary's sons were sleeping in one small room cause the house is very old and small ,mary knocked the door before she went to sleep ,keivin opened the door ,"mom is there something wrong?" kevin asked
"can I talk to Ты inside ?" mary asked
"sure ,get in" kevin answered
mary sat down on kevin's постель, кровати ,"how old are Ты kevin ?" mary asked
"I'm almost 15 ,why ?" kevin answered
"you're a man now kevin ,you have to look out for your younger brothers and your little sister ,I want Ты to help your father "mary said
"yea of curse ,but why are Ты telling me this ?" kevin asked
"cause someday I won't be able to take care of all of Ты ,I just want Ты to understand that I'll be with Ты even if I'm not beside Ты ,I just want Ты to remember this " mary сказал(-а) wiping on kevin's hair
"don't worry mom "kevin said
"I know" mary сказал(-а) ,mary walking toward the door "good night hunny"said mary befor she closed the door
david heard what mary and kevin were talking about ,he can't take his life anymore ,he's almost losing his wife and he Остаться в живых his job today but he doesn't want to tell mary
"mary ,please don't be emotional in the last hours "david said
"I know I just.... can't "mary сказал(-а) crying
"I know it even harder for me but we can't do anything now ,I saw three men with Оружие looking at our house they were sitting in the empty building that near us "david said
"yea I know ,I just want to tell Ты something and please promise me to do what I'll say " mary said
"I'll do anything ,what Ты want ?" david asked
"don't let this happened to kat too in the future and don't tell her that I'm dead tell she been in school "
"mary what are Ты talking about do Ты think I'll do the same thing that your father did to Ты ?" david asked
"no ,I just think that she's just three years old girl but Ты don't talk to her или play with her just like when our sons were in her age ,don't hate her cause she's a girl and we are poor " mary said
"are Ты kidding me mary ,do I sound like a girls hater ? " david asked
"no ,I'm sorry I just... feel very angry ,I'm sorry I don't want to fight with Ты in my last days " mary said
"it's ok ,I think Ты should take some rest now "david сказал(-а)
"ok "mary said
but now its over
and i am not going back
had my сердце broken
had my dreams blown away
it only took Ты a second
to rearrange my whole day
I use to know you
but now its over
and i see that now
Ты blew me away
far from here
and i couldnt make it back
but i bet Ты knew that
I use to know
someone like you
he was friendly
but i left him behind
in the rain
in the cold
where i couldnt see him
i hope you're different
it would help
if Ты werent exactly like him
nice to know you
but i must go
and protect my soul
how nice of Ты to stop by
but please go Главная now
I use to know you
but now im long gone
and it feels great'
to leave that burden behind
i wont see Ты again
i wont be there when Ты fall
just know that i
wont pick Ты up again
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Thursday
Kyle is the worst boyfriend ever! The party ended with me in a coma. Apparently there was alcohol in my drink. I had an overdose and it almost killed me. Kyle swears he didn't do it. I want to believe him. I really want to. I know Kyle had done it because I know saw him poor something in there. At first I thought it was water или something to make it sweeter. It wasn't water. I couldn't go to school today because they were pumping the alcohol out of my system или something. I'm not entirely sure what happened. All I know is that for a couple if минуты I was pronounced dead. My heartbeat soon started thumping again but I was in a coma. My parents were so worried. I thought for sure they would be dead from shock. Kyle is banned from coming near me. My dad implied that rule. My mom kept crying whenever she talked to me. All she could manage to get out of her mouth besides whimpers were muffled words. I don't think I'll be seeing Kyle for a while now.
Kyle is the worst boyfriend ever! The party ended with me in a coma. Apparently there was alcohol in my drink. I had an overdose and it almost killed me. Kyle swears he didn't do it. I want to believe him. I really want to. I know Kyle had done it because I know saw him poor something in there. At first I thought it was water или something to make it sweeter. It wasn't water. I couldn't go to school today because they were pumping the alcohol out of my system или something. I'm not entirely sure what happened. All I know is that for a couple if минуты I was pronounced dead. My heartbeat soon started thumping again but I was in a coma. My parents were so worried. I thought for sure they would be dead from shock. Kyle is banned from coming near me. My dad implied that rule. My mom kept crying whenever she talked to me. All she could manage to get out of her mouth besides whimpers were muffled words. I don't think I'll be seeing Kyle for a while now.
What a change Such a dramatic change
Once I was small and ignored
Now I'm called when their bored
или looking for a friend
To talk to till the end I use to be invisible
Now I feel invincible
They can't hurt me
Look at what I can be
This is new
Something almost true
That great feeling
Was somewhat appealing
But soon disappeared
Whenever I neared
Now I am small
No longer tall
Completely ignored
Always bored
It happened so fast Invisible in the past
Then became invincible
And immediately back to invisible
It changes everyday I don't know what to say
Maybe it won't stay the same
I'll be forever lame
Once I was small and ignored
Now I'm called when their bored
или looking for a friend
To talk to till the end I use to be invisible
Now I feel invincible
They can't hurt me
Look at what I can be
This is new
Something almost true
That great feeling
Was somewhat appealing
But soon disappeared
Whenever I neared
Now I am small
No longer tall
Completely ignored
Always bored
It happened so fast Invisible in the past
Then became invincible
And immediately back to invisible
It changes everyday I don't know what to say
Maybe it won't stay the same
I'll be forever lame
Tuesday
The preps have got on my nerves for the last time. They decides to expose my crush on Kyle. How dare they? Who do they think they are? Their leader was like we all know that Laurie likes Kyle. U was all like please, I so don't. Then we got into this huge argument. Jennifer, L. J, and Tammie had my back though. Jennifer started trash talking their leader, Carly Louis, and they rest of her desperate followers. Kyle interjected and сказал(-а) that if I liked him then it wasn't any of their business. This is why I like the boy so much. After school when I was walking him from school, Kyle caught up with me. He told me that he thought those girls were cruel and should stay in their own business. I couldn't agree more. He whirled around suddenly and kissed me! I was utterly speechless. He started stuttering and then sprinted off in the other direction before I could say anything. Yep, that Kiss was everything that I had imagined it would be but why do I feel like it was so wrong.
The preps have got on my nerves for the last time. They decides to expose my crush on Kyle. How dare they? Who do they think they are? Their leader was like we all know that Laurie likes Kyle. U was all like please, I so don't. Then we got into this huge argument. Jennifer, L. J, and Tammie had my back though. Jennifer started trash talking their leader, Carly Louis, and they rest of her desperate followers. Kyle interjected and сказал(-а) that if I liked him then it wasn't any of their business. This is why I like the boy so much. After school when I was walking him from school, Kyle caught up with me. He told me that he thought those girls were cruel and should stay in their own business. I couldn't agree more. He whirled around suddenly and kissed me! I was utterly speechless. He started stuttering and then sprinted off in the other direction before I could say anything. Yep, that Kiss was everything that I had imagined it would be but why do I feel like it was so wrong.
