" Oh no, no, no and no again im losing it man I can't do it no more. I'm falling got it now leave me alone." I sat on my постель, кровати tears streaming down my face, the things in his vision were fighting me making me do things I didn't want, but he was fighting. Yet I was losing and all because I couldn't get anything to go right without a multiple of five или five, nothing went right without five. I couldn't find anyway one to help me in my fight, I can't believe my 4 Друзья had abandoned me(4 I told Ты nothing ever went right without 5). The sound of footsteps got louder and the doctor came in and started to talk to me, but I couldn't understand anything he was saying because of the figures who were screaming at me, punching my arm until I finally Остаться в живых it and stood up, rushed towards the window, dived out of it and waited for about 2 секунды before I felt the wind go out of my body and my vision to go completely black.
I woke roughly 2 hours later feeling different, loose. I shake myself and smile feeling the air through my fingers as if for the first time, yet in the back of my mind I could hear the screaming of a tiny figure wanting to be let out and escape from the figures. " HAHAHA" I laugh realizing im crazy and that im not myself, all of that lasts for hours and I feel the euphoria happiness, but I know its never going to last I feel the depressed me escaping and as he smothers my happiness I know I'll be back and do something in the time I have.
well I hope Ты enjoyed it and I know it might not make much sense right now but it will soon and just to know in case Ты dont know what the boys going through he has a mental illness
and cya Далее time
I woke roughly 2 hours later feeling different, loose. I shake myself and smile feeling the air through my fingers as if for the first time, yet in the back of my mind I could hear the screaming of a tiny figure wanting to be let out and escape from the figures. " HAHAHA" I laugh realizing im crazy and that im not myself, all of that lasts for hours and I feel the euphoria happiness, but I know its never going to last I feel the depressed me escaping and as he smothers my happiness I know I'll be back and do something in the time I have.
well I hope Ты enjoyed it and I know it might not make much sense right now but it will soon and just to know in case Ты dont know what the boys going through he has a mental illness
and cya Далее time
I will not be under your tyranny
Your cruel and oppressive force
Yes, maybe Ты should be my leader
But that doesn't mean I should follow Ты all the time
Do Ты know he's got Ты bound
Under ropes and chains of cruelty
Well, I don't wanna be a follower
If it means I have to be a killer
No, I'm not exactly kind-hearted
But that doesn't mean I have to kill, kill, kill
I don't wanna be just a senseless follower
I have a heart, I have a soul, so I don't follow you
I don't just wanna be a follower
So I don't give a fuck bout what Ты do, do, do
But I myself will not give in to the tyranny
So you'll watch me leave
No one's gonna stop me
Look, I'm walking out the doors of tyranny
And I'm not gonna be a senseless follower
Ever again in my life.
Your cruel and oppressive force
Yes, maybe Ты should be my leader
But that doesn't mean I should follow Ты all the time
Do Ты know he's got Ты bound
Under ropes and chains of cruelty
Well, I don't wanna be a follower
If it means I have to be a killer
No, I'm not exactly kind-hearted
But that doesn't mean I have to kill, kill, kill
I don't wanna be just a senseless follower
I have a heart, I have a soul, so I don't follow you
I don't just wanna be a follower
So I don't give a fuck bout what Ты do, do, do
But I myself will not give in to the tyranny
So you'll watch me leave
No one's gonna stop me
Look, I'm walking out the doors of tyranny
And I'm not gonna be a senseless follower
Ever again in my life.