I was still in his tight embrace. I never noticed how warm he was. Well maybe because I have never really hugged him like this before. I was just happy to have him back.
"Mmmmm. I missed you." I heard him whisper in my ear.
"Mmmm...No I'm pretty sure I missed you." I manged to whisper back. It felt a little weird saying that too him. I didn't want to be all rude and not say it back, but I just.. I still haven't decided whether I actually wanna go through with this или not.
Granted, I did say that I do Любовь him like Любовь him, Любовь him, but at the same time I Любовь him as my best friend and right now....I think i Любовь him еще as a best friend. I just don't know.
He set me down and gently moved a hair from my face. I could tell that he was gonna go in for the kiss, but I quickly stopped him.
"We need to talk." I tried to not make it too harsh but at the same serious enough for him to stop. But, he was a little turned off by it.
"Whats up Jaz.?" He sounded like the old Matthew. That was a little of a relief because I didn't know how to talk to this new, sweet Matthew.
"Okay. Well.....What exactly is gonna happen between...'us'?" The word "us" just seemed weird to me. he knew exactly what I meant. I could tell he was about to say something but he let it go.
"Well...after the pass few days....It's up to Ты Jaz." I hated that reply because that wasn't an answer! Now I was either can gonna start this whole new relationship или just completely nip it in the bud. No pressure или anything. I did want to be with him. I'm also the biggest non-risk taker Ты will ever meet. So...I just don't know. I Любовь him as my best friend and I am scared of losing him as my best friend if for some reason we don't work out as a couple. Uhhh, come on Jaz.
"Ummm...What do Ты want?"
I saw him try to think of how to say what he wanted to say.
"Jaz, I Любовь you. I have always loved you. Ты know that. Ты are my best friend and it would not matter to me whether Ты stay my best friend или be the girl I marry."
I was kinda taken by surprise by the whole marriage thing.The person you're going to spend the rest of your life with was a pretty big deal. But either way, I knew what I wanted to do. I put my arms around his neck and looked up at his beautiful Энджел face.
"The marriage thing is a little far fetched but,...I would not mind being еще than your best friend." I topped that off with big щенок eyes and a flirty grin.
What stop my сердце first was the glitter in his beautiful brown eyes as I сказал(-а) these words. The секунда was the amazing Kiss he gave me afterwords. For the first time in the whole weekend I felt the spark in the kiss, that longing to want more, To not want to push away. It was the best Kiss yet.
"Yummm." He giggled at me as I took a bite of my burger. Usually I was never wrong about things but Burger Boy burgers being better than Burger King burgers was defiantly something I waved my white flag to.
If Ты are wondering, yes he did take me out. To most girls a burger joint wouldn't exactly be the guy who would support Ты in the end but to me and Matthew, a burger joint was just as good as any other place in the world. It was kinda cute how we sat in one of those booth things and he put his arm around me. We did that cheesy thing and drank one shake out of two straws. It was a pretty good night. I loved every минута with him. He took me Главная and gave me a light Kiss before I walked inside. Overall, I can say I do Любовь him and I'm happy i finally took a risk. Lets just hope it last.
"Mmmmm. I missed you." I heard him whisper in my ear.
"Mmmm...No I'm pretty sure I missed you." I manged to whisper back. It felt a little weird saying that too him. I didn't want to be all rude and not say it back, but I just.. I still haven't decided whether I actually wanna go through with this или not.
Granted, I did say that I do Любовь him like Любовь him, Любовь him, but at the same time I Любовь him as my best friend and right now....I think i Любовь him еще as a best friend. I just don't know.
He set me down and gently moved a hair from my face. I could tell that he was gonna go in for the kiss, but I quickly stopped him.
"We need to talk." I tried to not make it too harsh but at the same serious enough for him to stop. But, he was a little turned off by it.
"Whats up Jaz.?" He sounded like the old Matthew. That was a little of a relief because I didn't know how to talk to this new, sweet Matthew.
"Okay. Well.....What exactly is gonna happen between...'us'?" The word "us" just seemed weird to me. he knew exactly what I meant. I could tell he was about to say something but he let it go.
"Well...after the pass few days....It's up to Ты Jaz." I hated that reply because that wasn't an answer! Now I was either can gonna start this whole new relationship или just completely nip it in the bud. No pressure или anything. I did want to be with him. I'm also the biggest non-risk taker Ты will ever meet. So...I just don't know. I Любовь him as my best friend and I am scared of losing him as my best friend if for some reason we don't work out as a couple. Uhhh, come on Jaz.
"Ummm...What do Ты want?"
I saw him try to think of how to say what he wanted to say.
"Jaz, I Любовь you. I have always loved you. Ты know that. Ты are my best friend and it would not matter to me whether Ты stay my best friend или be the girl I marry."
I was kinda taken by surprise by the whole marriage thing.The person you're going to spend the rest of your life with was a pretty big deal. But either way, I knew what I wanted to do. I put my arms around his neck and looked up at his beautiful Энджел face.
"The marriage thing is a little far fetched but,...I would not mind being еще than your best friend." I topped that off with big щенок eyes and a flirty grin.
What stop my сердце first was the glitter in his beautiful brown eyes as I сказал(-а) these words. The секунда was the amazing Kiss he gave me afterwords. For the first time in the whole weekend I felt the spark in the kiss, that longing to want more, To not want to push away. It was the best Kiss yet.
"Yummm." He giggled at me as I took a bite of my burger. Usually I was never wrong about things but Burger Boy burgers being better than Burger King burgers was defiantly something I waved my white flag to.
If Ты are wondering, yes he did take me out. To most girls a burger joint wouldn't exactly be the guy who would support Ты in the end but to me and Matthew, a burger joint was just as good as any other place in the world. It was kinda cute how we sat in one of those booth things and he put his arm around me. We did that cheesy thing and drank one shake out of two straws. It was a pretty good night. I loved every минута with him. He took me Главная and gave me a light Kiss before I walked inside. Overall, I can say I do Любовь him and I'm happy i finally took a risk. Lets just hope it last.
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I'm looking at the black ceiling, in this empty room I sit.
I'm leaning my back on cold Стена where light of the sun can't reach me.
I don't have any peace, same pictures are repeating in my head.
The grey clouds rise above and I'm goin out for the rain.
Let the cold drops from the skies give me peace and break my sadness.
But even hard rain can't clear thoughts of you.
And feels like I'm falling in deep abyss, dark water swallowing me as I close my eyes and turn my head up to sky.
It's eating my mind, taking away my dreams.
Oh please pull me out, stay with me.
Today I'm not goin out, I'll reamin in the dark waiting for you.
I'll defy to all my desires cause I can't ask anymore from you.
I'll be Пение only for Ты my angel.
Oh please pull me out, stay with me.
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I'm looking at the black ceiling, in this empty room I sit.
I'm leaning my back on cold Стена where light of the sun can't reach me.
I don't have any peace, same pictures are repeating in my head.
The grey clouds rise above and I'm goin out for the rain.
Let the cold drops from the skies give me peace and break my sadness.
But even hard rain can't clear thoughts of you.
And feels like I'm falling in deep abyss, dark water swallowing me as I close my eyes and turn my head up to sky.
It's eating my mind, taking away my dreams.
Oh please pull me out, stay with me.
Today I'm not goin out, I'll reamin in the dark waiting for you.
I'll defy to all my desires cause I can't ask anymore from you.
I'll be Пение only for Ты my angel.
Oh please pull me out, stay with me.
I have this image in my head of a girl who spent the first 17 years of her life being loved. Loved by her parents, her brother and sister, and everyone in school. She doesn't know the meaning of hate. Then this mysterious guy come to her school. He doesn't say much and the only person he notices is her. But he is different then the other guys at her school he is too sexy to be real. They fall madly in Любовь but what she doesn't know is that he has been alive for the last 268 years. He is no vampire but something that can scare the helll out of you. And he has a immortal enemy, and that enemy is the boy who is filled with so much hate all the immortals call him...The deffinition of hate(his real name being Marcus) And the girl so finds out that Marcus will stop at nothing to take her away from him and Показать her what it's like to be hated
“You can’t!” I screeched, griping the thick трава beneath my paws.
“The whole forest will belong to the Pack of Shadows!” the dark волк exclaimed enthusiastically, his мех flickering like shadows, “No волк will stop us!”
I have to do something! I couldn’t let it end like this! Not with the alpha in this state! Not with the pack трещина, сплит in four!
“Out of my way pup!” he tossed me aside like a tiny mouse.
“No!” I leaped at him, biting and clawing with all my strength.
“This is pointless! Ты cannot defeat me she-wolf!” I felt him bite me and fling me away again. I was too tired to Переместить now, after traveling this far without resting, I can no longer breathe enough to live.
I’m over; this is the end of the Pack of Ice! I lay winded and defeated, awaiting death’s arrival patiently.
~Let Ты Go~
1: On and on ~ the days go by
Without a sight of Ты или my sanity
I'm Остаться в живых not found ~ I wanted to Показать Ты , I wanted to tell you...
Chorus: If I say I'm sorry will Ты believe me?
If I Любовь Ты again will Ты never leave me?
I made a mistake when I сказал(-а) no
I never should have let Ты go...
2: I ring your phone but no one answers, I'm alone
Days are spent Чтение your old letters, but with a groan,
I'd put them away, In the draw they'd lay until tomorrow...
Tomorrow...
Chorus-
3: This moping, not coping is killing me
My soul is not at rest when I long for it to be
I wish you'd come back или my fears may come true
When I left you, I still loved Ты and I think Ты knew
Chorus-
Darlin' don't forget me
I'm locked and you're the only key...
1: On and on ~ the days go by
Without a sight of Ты или my sanity
I'm Остаться в живых not found ~ I wanted to Показать Ты , I wanted to tell you...
Chorus: If I say I'm sorry will Ты believe me?
If I Любовь Ты again will Ты never leave me?
I made a mistake when I сказал(-а) no
I never should have let Ты go...
2: I ring your phone but no one answers, I'm alone
Days are spent Чтение your old letters, but with a groan,
I'd put them away, In the draw they'd lay until tomorrow...
Tomorrow...
Chorus-
3: This moping, not coping is killing me
My soul is not at rest when I long for it to be
I wish you'd come back или my fears may come true
When I left you, I still loved Ты and I think Ты knew
Chorus-
Darlin' don't forget me
I'm locked and you're the only key...
Another poem by me. This one came out kinda lame,but I'll let the rating be the judge (assuming there will be any).
That Girl
Have Ты seen that girl,
That goes around here and there?
Nobody knows where she’s going,
Is she even going somewhere?
Pretty face, pretty hair,
Nobody knows her name,
She seems sad, what a coincidence,
I’ve been feeling the same.
She seems lost,
Doesn’t even know where she’s from,
I’m a nice guy so I invite her,
To stay in my home.
She seats in the couch,
My, is she pretty?
I wonder what I can say,
To comfort that girl , so dreamy.
Sarah,
She tells me it’s her name,
She feels sad,
Funny,
Because I’ve been feeling the same
That Girl
Have Ты seen that girl,
That goes around here and there?
Nobody knows where she’s going,
Is she even going somewhere?
Pretty face, pretty hair,
Nobody knows her name,
She seems sad, what a coincidence,
I’ve been feeling the same.
She seems lost,
Doesn’t even know where she’s from,
I’m a nice guy so I invite her,
To stay in my home.
She seats in the couch,
My, is she pretty?
I wonder what I can say,
To comfort that girl , so dreamy.
Sarah,
She tells me it’s her name,
She feels sad,
Funny,
Because I’ve been feeling the same
Only in my dreams
You're missing, but you're always
a heartbeat from me
I'm Остаться в живых now without you
I don't know where Ты are
I keep watching
I keep hoping
but time keeps us apart
Is there a way I can find you?
Is there a sign I should know?
Is there a road I could follow
to bring Ты back home?
Winter lies before me
Now you're so far away
In the darkness of my dreaming
The light of Ты will stay
If I could be close beside you
If I could be where Ты are
If I could reach out and touch you
And bring Ты back home
Is there a way I can find you?
Is there a sign I should know?
Is there a road I could follow
to bring Ты back home?
To me...
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LivHILuvAlwaiz♥jj9
this is an English sonnet I had to write for my English class and I need to know if it is good или not before I Отправить it, thank you. also the rhyme scheme is ababcdcdefefgg
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My dear Любовь Ты once were a shining ray.
In my eyes Ты meant the whole world to me.
Now everything about Ты is a shade of gray.
Like your beauty, your emotions, and your Любовь is what I see.
However we must part onto our new paths.
Because our Любовь is coming to its new close.
Цвета were a beauty but now gray spreads its wrath.
I would Любовь to feel again but now it’s a ghost.
Our Любовь has left this earth for old times’ sake.
But when our Любовь left it took Ты along too.
Sadly it left me with all this heartache.
Dying Любовь was something I wish I had clues to
If someone told me Любовь would never be easy
I would have chosen another path that’s breezy
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My dear Любовь Ты once were a shining ray.
In my eyes Ты meant the whole world to me.
Now everything about Ты is a shade of gray.
Like your beauty, your emotions, and your Любовь is what I see.
However we must part onto our new paths.
Because our Любовь is coming to its new close.
Цвета were a beauty but now gray spreads its wrath.
I would Любовь to feel again but now it’s a ghost.
Our Любовь has left this earth for old times’ sake.
But when our Любовь left it took Ты along too.
Sadly it left me with all this heartache.
Dying Любовь was something I wish I had clues to
If someone told me Любовь would never be easy
I would have chosen another path that’s breezy