For all those who don't understand why people cut, this is for you. I get it. I completely understand. When you're depressed, Ты need an outlet. You're so empty and numb that Ты need to feel something, and since Ты refuse to feel happy, Ты cut yourself to feel pain. That sounds completely wrong, but, who knows? Maybe it really works. It becomes an addiction. Ты can't go with out feeling that pain. And everytime, Ты have to cut deeper and deeper to feel the same way. Feel the way that Ты strive for. Just feel anything. Soon enough, everything around Ты becomes a weapon of self-destruction. Razors, scissors, needles, pencils.... No, I have never personally cut myself and hopefully won't ever, but I know lots of people (people I actually know, and people I've met on here, Twitter, Tumblr...) who have. And it's all horror stories. Whenever my Друзья bring up cutting, I have to stay quiet because I'm too afraid that if I say how I really feel, they'll think I cut. I don't really. My Друзья think that they could never feel that horrible that they would need to bleed to feel better, but that's how almost ever case starts. They may not even end up having a real reason to be depressed, they might just feel empty. I felt this way once. I had to draw an anchor on my wrist every morning just to stop myself from thinking about it. I had to tell everyone that asked about that I just really like Hedley (my Избранное band, and I do really like them) If any of my Друзья are Чтение this... Don't worry about me. I never cut. I think I'm strong enough not too. Every once in a while I just feel so terrible that I do think about it but then I remember how great my life actually is. For all of those who cut, I get it. They might not understand, but I do and I really hope that Ты can recover. Don't give up. I still think you're beautiful.