Эй,
guys, i was sooooo bored with study, that i wrote some еще :) its still short but i was starting to feel guilty for ignoring my studies.
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If she wanted me to leave, I would have no choice but to. I couldn’t deny anything to the beautiful creature in my arms. Even if it killed me to leave I still would, if that was what she wanted.
It was time to confront her. I needed to know, but I was dreading the answer.
“Yesterday, when I would touch you, Ты were so... hesitant, so careful, and yet still the same.” Still perfect in every way, I wanted to add, but I resisted, wary of what she would say. “I need to know why.” I went on staring into the depths of her melting brown eyes, so deep I could get Остаться в живых in them.
“Is it because I’m too late? Because I’ve hurt Ты too much? Because Ты have moved on, as I meant for Ты to? That would be... quite fair.” Even if it was unbearably painful. “I won’t contest your decision. So don’t try to spare my feelings, please—” Because that would be so Bella. Denying me the truth to spare me pain. “-just tell me now whether или not Ты can still Любовь me, after everything I’ve done to you. Can you?” I whispered now, nervous of her answer.
The frown was back again, and her answer was not what I expected.
“What kind of idiotic Вопрос is that?” she demanded, looking right back at me.
I wanted to sigh by I held it back, now wasn’t the time.
“Just answer it. Please.” I added to the end, making my tone softer.
She stared darkly at me for a long moment, each секунда building the tension inside me.
“The way I feel about Ты will never change. Of course I Любовь you—and there’s nothing Ты can do about it!” she stated, and relief flooded through me, making me giddy. All the time I had spent worrying, pointless.
“That’s all I needed to hear.” I spoke lovingly, and before she could react, I leant in and pressed my lips to hers.
It was like an electric current was passing though me, originating from her warm lips before spreading throughout my entire body. I could feel her warm body touching mine, and it was all I could do to remind myself to be careful. Her сердце was beating at double time, the sound loud in my ears. I vaguely noticed she was holding her breath and I moved away from her for two секунды so she could get her breath back. The секунды our lips were apart, I whispered her name, and she pulled herself closer to me. I ran my fingers through her hair and stroked her face as she did the same. Instead of stroking, she knotting her fingers into my hair, refusing to let go.
I wanted to live in this moment forever, with her secure and безопасно, сейф in my arms, every line of her body matching mine, with her warm hands shaping themselves to my cheek.
The hole in my chest that came with her absence was all but a distant memory in this moment, this perfect moment. I didn’t want to pull away but her breathing was coming in jagged bursts, her сердце beating in a disjointed rhythm.
Her scent washed over me and I became Остаться в живых in it. How I lived for even a week without her was now a mystery to me. I knew I would never be able to leave her again no matter what happened или what she thought. Contemplating leaving for even a секунда was, at this moment, unbearable.
I wanted to keep Поцелуи her, I truly did, but her needs were far above mine. She was human with restrictions, such a needing to breathe, so I reluctantly pulled away, ending the kiss.
Instead of putting any distance between us, I leaned in, laying my ear over her heart. It was still beating at the same pace as a startled rabbits would, and her breathing came in light gasps.
We lay there for a minute, waiting for Bella’s breathing to slow and quiet. When it reached an acceptable rhythm, I spoke to her in a casual tone.
“By the way, I’m not leaving you.” I needed her to know, to understand.
She didn’t say anything, but I could guess what she was thinking. It was becoming easier to read her again.
I lifted my head and gazed into her eyes again. The scepticism was clear in her eyes. She didn’t believe me.
“I’m not going anywhere. Not without you.” I made my voice еще serious. “I only left Ты in the first place because I wanted Ты to have a chance at a normal, happy, human life. I could see what I was doing to you—keeping Ты constantly on the edge of danger, taking Ты away from the world Ты belonged in, risking your life every moment I was with you. So I had to try. I had to do something, and it seemed like leaving Ты was the only way. If I hadn’t thought Ты would be better off, I could never have made myself leave. I’m much too selfish. Only you could be еще important than what I wanted... what I needed. What I want and need is to be with you, and I know I’ll never be strong enough to leave again. I have too many excuses to stay—thank heavens for that!” I tried to inject some humour into the conversation. “It seems Ты can’t be safe, no matter how many miles I put between us.” I kept looking into her eyes and was saddened to see the pain return to them.
“Don’t promise me anything.” She whispered, the pain in her eyes carrying into her voice.
Abruptly I was angry. “You think I’m lying to you?” I demanded, searching her face for the answer.
“No—not lying.” She answered, shaking her head lightly. “You could mean it...now. But what about tomorrow, when Ты think of all the reasons Ты left in the first place? или Далее month, when Jasper takes a snap at me?” her voice rose a little.
I thought back to that night, how close it had gotten. I flinched.
“It isn’t as if Ты hadn’t thought the first decision through, is it?” she guessed. “You’ll end up doing what Ты think is right.” Her voice lowered again.
“I’m not as strong as Ты give me credit for.” I said.
thats it till after exams! hope Ты enjoyed :)
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enjoy!!
If she wanted me to leave, I would have no choice but to. I couldn’t deny anything to the beautiful creature in my arms. Even if it killed me to leave I still would, if that was what she wanted.
It was time to confront her. I needed to know, but I was dreading the answer.
“Yesterday, when I would touch you, Ты were so... hesitant, so careful, and yet still the same.” Still perfect in every way, I wanted to add, but I resisted, wary of what she would say. “I need to know why.” I went on staring into the depths of her melting brown eyes, so deep I could get Остаться в живых in them.
“Is it because I’m too late? Because I’ve hurt Ты too much? Because Ты have moved on, as I meant for Ты to? That would be... quite fair.” Even if it was unbearably painful. “I won’t contest your decision. So don’t try to spare my feelings, please—” Because that would be so Bella. Denying me the truth to spare me pain. “-just tell me now whether или not Ты can still Любовь me, after everything I’ve done to you. Can you?” I whispered now, nervous of her answer.
The frown was back again, and her answer was not what I expected.
“What kind of idiotic Вопрос is that?” she demanded, looking right back at me.
I wanted to sigh by I held it back, now wasn’t the time.
“Just answer it. Please.” I added to the end, making my tone softer.
She stared darkly at me for a long moment, each секунда building the tension inside me.
“The way I feel about Ты will never change. Of course I Любовь you—and there’s nothing Ты can do about it!” she stated, and relief flooded through me, making me giddy. All the time I had spent worrying, pointless.
“That’s all I needed to hear.” I spoke lovingly, and before she could react, I leant in and pressed my lips to hers.
It was like an electric current was passing though me, originating from her warm lips before spreading throughout my entire body. I could feel her warm body touching mine, and it was all I could do to remind myself to be careful. Her сердце was beating at double time, the sound loud in my ears. I vaguely noticed she was holding her breath and I moved away from her for two секунды so she could get her breath back. The секунды our lips were apart, I whispered her name, and she pulled herself closer to me. I ran my fingers through her hair and stroked her face as she did the same. Instead of stroking, she knotting her fingers into my hair, refusing to let go.
I wanted to live in this moment forever, with her secure and безопасно, сейф in my arms, every line of her body matching mine, with her warm hands shaping themselves to my cheek.
The hole in my chest that came with her absence was all but a distant memory in this moment, this perfect moment. I didn’t want to pull away but her breathing was coming in jagged bursts, her сердце beating in a disjointed rhythm.
Her scent washed over me and I became Остаться в живых in it. How I lived for even a week without her was now a mystery to me. I knew I would never be able to leave her again no matter what happened или what she thought. Contemplating leaving for even a секунда was, at this moment, unbearable.
I wanted to keep Поцелуи her, I truly did, but her needs were far above mine. She was human with restrictions, such a needing to breathe, so I reluctantly pulled away, ending the kiss.
Instead of putting any distance between us, I leaned in, laying my ear over her heart. It was still beating at the same pace as a startled rabbits would, and her breathing came in light gasps.
We lay there for a minute, waiting for Bella’s breathing to slow and quiet. When it reached an acceptable rhythm, I spoke to her in a casual tone.
“By the way, I’m not leaving you.” I needed her to know, to understand.
She didn’t say anything, but I could guess what she was thinking. It was becoming easier to read her again.
I lifted my head and gazed into her eyes again. The scepticism was clear in her eyes. She didn’t believe me.
“I’m not going anywhere. Not without you.” I made my voice еще serious. “I only left Ты in the first place because I wanted Ты to have a chance at a normal, happy, human life. I could see what I was doing to you—keeping Ты constantly on the edge of danger, taking Ты away from the world Ты belonged in, risking your life every moment I was with you. So I had to try. I had to do something, and it seemed like leaving Ты was the only way. If I hadn’t thought Ты would be better off, I could never have made myself leave. I’m much too selfish. Only you could be еще important than what I wanted... what I needed. What I want and need is to be with you, and I know I’ll never be strong enough to leave again. I have too many excuses to stay—thank heavens for that!” I tried to inject some humour into the conversation. “It seems Ты can’t be safe, no matter how many miles I put between us.” I kept looking into her eyes and was saddened to see the pain return to them.
“Don’t promise me anything.” She whispered, the pain in her eyes carrying into her voice.
Abruptly I was angry. “You think I’m lying to you?” I demanded, searching her face for the answer.
“No—not lying.” She answered, shaking her head lightly. “You could mean it...now. But what about tomorrow, when Ты think of all the reasons Ты left in the first place? или Далее month, when Jasper takes a snap at me?” her voice rose a little.
I thought back to that night, how close it had gotten. I flinched.
“It isn’t as if Ты hadn’t thought the first decision through, is it?” she guessed. “You’ll end up doing what Ты think is right.” Her voice lowered again.
“I’m not as strong as Ты give me credit for.” I said.
thats it till after exams! hope Ты enjoyed :)
please Комментарий and rate!
That's me...Chloe Stones...
Yes the one and only pop and sational singer!
Well i'm giving all that up.
Why?
Because i never wanted it...i wanted to be me and what i'm best at.
And it is not singing!
It's surfing!
And hanging with my bro's.
I'm moving to La push, Washington so i can start a new life.
Be free....yes my mom is very sad...i chose moving to a small damp place then my mother.
So i will be staying with my Uncle sam.
He's my mother's brother and her maiden last name is Uley but she got it changed once she got married to my dad. And that's how i have the last name stone.
Your probably wondering where's my dad in all this...well he got in a car accident and died.
I cried but i had to deal with it.
I cry every night but never in front of people.
I never cry in front of people.
Well i guess that's it....bye :)