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guys, i was sooooo bored with study, that i wrote some еще :) its still short but i was starting to feel guilty for ignoring my studies.
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If she wanted me to leave, I would have no choice but to. I couldn’t deny anything to the beautiful creature in my arms. Even if it killed me to leave I still would, if that was what she wanted.
It was time to confront her. I needed to know, but I was dreading the answer.
“Yesterday, when I would touch you, Ты were so... hesitant, so careful, and yet still the same.” Still perfect in every way, I wanted to add, but I resisted, wary of what she would say. “I need to know why.” I went on staring into the depths of her melting brown eyes, so deep I could get Остаться в живых in them.
“Is it because I’m too late? Because I’ve hurt Ты too much? Because Ты have moved on, as I meant for Ты to? That would be... quite fair.” Even if it was unbearably painful. “I won’t contest your decision. So don’t try to spare my feelings, please—” Because that would be so Bella. Denying me the truth to spare me pain. “-just tell me now whether или not Ты can still Любовь me, after everything I’ve done to you. Can you?” I whispered now, nervous of her answer.
The frown was back again, and her answer was not what I expected.
“What kind of idiotic Вопрос is that?” she demanded, looking right back at me.
I wanted to sigh by I held it back, now wasn’t the time.
“Just answer it. Please.” I added to the end, making my tone softer.
She stared darkly at me for a long moment, each секунда building the tension inside me.
“The way I feel about Ты will never change. Of course I Любовь you—and there’s nothing Ты can do about it!” she stated, and relief flooded through me, making me giddy. All the time I had spent worrying, pointless.
“That’s all I needed to hear.” I spoke lovingly, and before she could react, I leant in and pressed my lips to hers.
It was like an electric current was passing though me, originating from her warm lips before spreading throughout my entire body. I could feel her warm body touching mine, and it was all I could do to remind myself to be careful. Her сердце was beating at double time, the sound loud in my ears. I vaguely noticed she was holding her breath and I moved away from her for two секунды so she could get her breath back. The секунды our lips were apart, I whispered her name, and she pulled herself closer to me. I ran my fingers through her hair and stroked her face as she did the same. Instead of stroking, she knotting her fingers into my hair, refusing to let go.
I wanted to live in this moment forever, with her secure and безопасно, сейф in my arms, every line of her body matching mine, with her warm hands shaping themselves to my cheek.
The hole in my chest that came with her absence was all but a distant memory in this moment, this perfect moment. I didn’t want to pull away but her breathing was coming in jagged bursts, her сердце beating in a disjointed rhythm.
Her scent washed over me and I became Остаться в живых in it. How I lived for even a week without her was now a mystery to me. I knew I would never be able to leave her again no matter what happened или what she thought. Contemplating leaving for even a секунда was, at this moment, unbearable.
I wanted to keep Поцелуи her, I truly did, but her needs were far above mine. She was human with restrictions, such a needing to breathe, so I reluctantly pulled away, ending the kiss.
Instead of putting any distance between us, I leaned in, laying my ear over her heart. It was still beating at the same pace as a startled rabbits would, and her breathing came in light gasps.
We lay there for a minute, waiting for Bella’s breathing to slow and quiet. When it reached an acceptable rhythm, I spoke to her in a casual tone.
“By the way, I’m not leaving you.” I needed her to know, to understand.
She didn’t say anything, but I could guess what she was thinking. It was becoming easier to read her again.
I lifted my head and gazed into her eyes again. The scepticism was clear in her eyes. She didn’t believe me.
“I’m not going anywhere. Not without you.” I made my voice еще serious. “I only left Ты in the first place because I wanted Ты to have a chance at a normal, happy, human life. I could see what I was doing to you—keeping Ты constantly on the edge of danger, taking Ты away from the world Ты belonged in, risking your life every moment I was with you. So I had to try. I had to do something, and it seemed like leaving Ты was the only way. If I hadn’t thought Ты would be better off, I could never have made myself leave. I’m much too selfish. Only you could be еще important than what I wanted... what I needed. What I want and need is to be with you, and I know I’ll never be strong enough to leave again. I have too many excuses to stay—thank heavens for that!” I tried to inject some humour into the conversation. “It seems Ты can’t be safe, no matter how many miles I put between us.” I kept looking into her eyes and was saddened to see the pain return to them.
“Don’t promise me anything.” She whispered, the pain in her eyes carrying into her voice.
Abruptly I was angry. “You think I’m lying to you?” I demanded, searching her face for the answer.
“No—not lying.” She answered, shaking her head lightly. “You could mean it...now. But what about tomorrow, when Ты think of all the reasons Ты left in the first place? или Далее month, when Jasper takes a snap at me?” her voice rose a little.
I thought back to that night, how close it had gotten. I flinched.
“It isn’t as if Ты hadn’t thought the first decision through, is it?” she guessed. “You’ll end up doing what Ты think is right.” Her voice lowered again.
“I’m not as strong as Ты give me credit for.” I said.
thats it till after exams! hope Ты enjoyed :)
please Комментарий and rate!
enjoy!!
If she wanted me to leave, I would have no choice but to. I couldn’t deny anything to the beautiful creature in my arms. Even if it killed me to leave I still would, if that was what she wanted.
It was time to confront her. I needed to know, but I was dreading the answer.
“Yesterday, when I would touch you, Ты were so... hesitant, so careful, and yet still the same.” Still perfect in every way, I wanted to add, but I resisted, wary of what she would say. “I need to know why.” I went on staring into the depths of her melting brown eyes, so deep I could get Остаться в живых in them.
“Is it because I’m too late? Because I’ve hurt Ты too much? Because Ты have moved on, as I meant for Ты to? That would be... quite fair.” Even if it was unbearably painful. “I won’t contest your decision. So don’t try to spare my feelings, please—” Because that would be so Bella. Denying me the truth to spare me pain. “-just tell me now whether или not Ты can still Любовь me, after everything I’ve done to you. Can you?” I whispered now, nervous of her answer.
The frown was back again, and her answer was not what I expected.
“What kind of idiotic Вопрос is that?” she demanded, looking right back at me.
I wanted to sigh by I held it back, now wasn’t the time.
“Just answer it. Please.” I added to the end, making my tone softer.
She stared darkly at me for a long moment, each секунда building the tension inside me.
“The way I feel about Ты will never change. Of course I Любовь you—and there’s nothing Ты can do about it!” she stated, and relief flooded through me, making me giddy. All the time I had spent worrying, pointless.
“That’s all I needed to hear.” I spoke lovingly, and before she could react, I leant in and pressed my lips to hers.
It was like an electric current was passing though me, originating from her warm lips before spreading throughout my entire body. I could feel her warm body touching mine, and it was all I could do to remind myself to be careful. Her сердце was beating at double time, the sound loud in my ears. I vaguely noticed she was holding her breath and I moved away from her for two секунды so she could get her breath back. The секунды our lips were apart, I whispered her name, and she pulled herself closer to me. I ran my fingers through her hair and stroked her face as she did the same. Instead of stroking, she knotting her fingers into my hair, refusing to let go.
I wanted to live in this moment forever, with her secure and безопасно, сейф in my arms, every line of her body matching mine, with her warm hands shaping themselves to my cheek.
The hole in my chest that came with her absence was all but a distant memory in this moment, this perfect moment. I didn’t want to pull away but her breathing was coming in jagged bursts, her сердце beating in a disjointed rhythm.
Her scent washed over me and I became Остаться в живых in it. How I lived for even a week without her was now a mystery to me. I knew I would never be able to leave her again no matter what happened или what she thought. Contemplating leaving for even a секунда was, at this moment, unbearable.
I wanted to keep Поцелуи her, I truly did, but her needs were far above mine. She was human with restrictions, such a needing to breathe, so I reluctantly pulled away, ending the kiss.
Instead of putting any distance between us, I leaned in, laying my ear over her heart. It was still beating at the same pace as a startled rabbits would, and her breathing came in light gasps.
We lay there for a minute, waiting for Bella’s breathing to slow and quiet. When it reached an acceptable rhythm, I spoke to her in a casual tone.
“By the way, I’m not leaving you.” I needed her to know, to understand.
She didn’t say anything, but I could guess what she was thinking. It was becoming easier to read her again.
I lifted my head and gazed into her eyes again. The scepticism was clear in her eyes. She didn’t believe me.
“I’m not going anywhere. Not without you.” I made my voice еще serious. “I only left Ты in the first place because I wanted Ты to have a chance at a normal, happy, human life. I could see what I was doing to you—keeping Ты constantly on the edge of danger, taking Ты away from the world Ты belonged in, risking your life every moment I was with you. So I had to try. I had to do something, and it seemed like leaving Ты was the only way. If I hadn’t thought Ты would be better off, I could never have made myself leave. I’m much too selfish. Only you could be еще important than what I wanted... what I needed. What I want and need is to be with you, and I know I’ll never be strong enough to leave again. I have too many excuses to stay—thank heavens for that!” I tried to inject some humour into the conversation. “It seems Ты can’t be safe, no matter how many miles I put between us.” I kept looking into her eyes and was saddened to see the pain return to them.
“Don’t promise me anything.” She whispered, the pain in her eyes carrying into her voice.
Abruptly I was angry. “You think I’m lying to you?” I demanded, searching her face for the answer.
“No—not lying.” She answered, shaking her head lightly. “You could mean it...now. But what about tomorrow, when Ты think of all the reasons Ты left in the first place? или Далее month, when Jasper takes a snap at me?” her voice rose a little.
I thought back to that night, how close it had gotten. I flinched.
“It isn’t as if Ты hadn’t thought the first decision through, is it?” she guessed. “You’ll end up doing what Ты think is right.” Her voice lowered again.
“I’m not as strong as Ты give me credit for.” I said.
thats it till after exams! hope Ты enjoyed :)
please Комментарий and rate!
me and indie were 3 weeks into our imortal lifes. aro had explained that we were the new volturi members but, he had also explained we had gifts.
"we have a vampire in our ranks, who senses gifts in other vampires." Aro had said, "he senses that Ты two both, have gifts." he concluded.
"So if we have gifts, what are they?" imortal life had made indie 10 times еще nosey than before.
"Young ones," aro сказал(-а) in a sweet voice, "your gifts are that, if Ты imagine what Ты want, it will happen."
After that me and indie went back to our room,"hayley?" indie asked
"yes." i answered putting down my book, "whats wrong?"
"I found this when we were out hunting." she handed me a flyer. the flyer had a picture of me and indie and it read 'MISSING'
"our parents are looking for us?" i asked...
we went silentg for 2 minuites.
"but we can't see them!" i said
"i know but i miss them!" she replied her cheerfull voice cold.
just then, Aro came in........
"we have a vampire in our ranks, who senses gifts in other vampires." Aro had said, "he senses that Ты two both, have gifts." he concluded.
"So if we have gifts, what are they?" imortal life had made indie 10 times еще nosey than before.
"Young ones," aro сказал(-а) in a sweet voice, "your gifts are that, if Ты imagine what Ты want, it will happen."
After that me and indie went back to our room,"hayley?" indie asked
"yes." i answered putting down my book, "whats wrong?"
"I found this when we were out hunting." she handed me a flyer. the flyer had a picture of me and indie and it read 'MISSING'
"our parents are looking for us?" i asked...
we went silentg for 2 minuites.
"but we can't see them!" i said
"i know but i miss them!" she replied her cheerfull voice cold.
just then, Aro came in........
She talked about the most intimate scenes in the book in an interview with Hollywood Life.
"If Ты really look at the books, how much are Ты really seeing? I think [the movies] might wind up being saucier than the book because you’re actually seeing skin-on-skin and the horror of the birth scenes. We’re not shying away from it.”
She added. “We’re still debating the exact moment," Rosernberg said. "But it’ll fall down to the first half of Bella as a human and being pregnant and a newlywed and the секунда half being Bella as a vampire and a parent. Somewhere in the middle of that, the break will come.”
The first installment of Breaking Dawn will hit theaters on November 18, 2011.
Ok so I am going to start a new fanfics, which I think I'm gonna call unhappy Любовь and I wondered what everyone thought.
Basically Chloe(lets name her that for the moment) Moves to La Push and gets imprinted on by Paul. This annoys her to no end so she starting to ignore him.Eventually A family crisis, bring them closer together and Chloe realises she needs Paul еще then she thinks.
That was the story line I had in mind.If Ты have any name suggestions или anything like that please let me know.
And PLease Комментарий and let me know If I should write this fanfic.
By the way: If Things Were Different is almost finished!!!
Basically Chloe(lets name her that for the moment) Moves to La Push and gets imprinted on by Paul. This annoys her to no end so she starting to ignore him.Eventually A family crisis, bring them closer together and Chloe realises she needs Paul еще then she thinks.
That was the story line I had in mind.If Ты have any name suggestions или anything like that please let me know.
And PLease Комментарий and let me know If I should write this fanfic.
By the way: If Things Were Different is almost finished!!!