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posted by EmoKidSteven

when i just have been through the worse in my life
my eyes turn black,my skin turns white
i'll be like a ghost
life has been sucked right from me
i feel my skin tearing apart like it's going to shred
i'm shaking and lonely and cold
but it's funny that my only savior is just a little sharp metal thing
just a small razor can heal me that much?!
better than anybody i have ever known
i slide my left arm just a little as a start and i feel like i need еще and еще and more...
until i can not get enough
but then i feel so good,almost satisfied
watching my blood spilling on the floor,drop after drop very slowly
that's just the hottest painful pleasure i have ever experienced
i feel so unbalanced,so numb
i don't know if i need someone to touch me или to shoot me to know that i'm still alive
but i know i won't stop
i'll cut myself and fuck the wound
i'll lick my blood for all my pain

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Life_sucks wow, i like this!, this is sort of how ive been feelng and way i been thru. LOVE IT!!! :)

Psychoanalysis: Chapter 26

posted by Insight357

I went back to the motel after Lucy left. I never did figure out why she was running. Далее time I saw her I would ask…Hopefully I would see her again.
Damien is all alone сказал(-а) a voice. I shook my head, as my hands began to shake and my сердце raced.I sat on the creaky motel bed. It was cold, and hard. I didn’t care though. I was too emotionless to care. I didn’t feel like I was apart of this world. The walls and furniture were only an illusion, and this was my hell. I had already died. Maybe if I died in hell I would be officially dead.
Damien...

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one among us

posted by fangs286

Jacob part 1

have Ты ever had a secret? the answer is probably yes. but have Ты ever had a secret that Ты could never tell anyone?that if Ты did, it would effect thousands,billions of people? no. Ты haven't. that is the weight i carry on my shoulders. it is the weight carried by people. Many people. across the world. i am one of many that are different then other people but yet the same.i wish to be what is around me. only a few are like me. i want to have a friend in this world that is like me. Someone who understands the pain and constant despair, even when i feel happy. Ты are probably...

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SAMPLE: Before Darkness (Wanna know if it's good)

posted by IceyyHeart1525

Chapter 1
I was sitting in a prison. A prison where everyone here hates me, well almost anyone. I’m staring out the window when I should be focusing on the boring math page on my desk. Mother has been worried recently about my grades, like she cares anyways; it burned my сердце when the thought settled. Leaving an empty feeling in its place. Ever since Dave, (my mother’s boyfriend) moved in things have gotten a lot worse. He still beats her, She still swears he loves her, and I still sneak out at night alone. Just to get away from the screaming and crying that they do. I began to forget what...

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Vampire Knight Фан Fiction:Crimson Door chapter 5

posted by ZekiYuro

Chapter Five: "Vulnerability"

Kaname made his way swiftly to where Chairman пересекать, крест and the doctor had moved Zero. It wasn't hard to find. Kiriyu must have been badly hurt indeed; the scent of his blood was strong and completely unmistakable. пересекать, крест and the doctor were too busy working to answer the door, so Kaname let himself in, пересекать, крест wouldn't mind, he never did.

Kaname frowned as he made his way to Zero's room and saw the damage. Kiriyu hadn't just been attacked… he'd been bloody butchered. His throat had been slashed, his wrists had been slashed, and he'd been stabbed multiple times in the...

The long way Главная

posted by ZekiYuro

A British couple went to France for the day-and they got Главная seven days later.
Everything began well for Mr and Mrs.Long on their день trip to France.They went by train from Лондон to Dover and got the ferry to Boulogne in France.
They went for a short walk around the town but they got completely lost.'We walked and walked,'said Mrs Long,'but we couldn't find our way back to the ferry port.'They walked all night and finally a motorist picked them up and drove them to a small village.Here they caught a train to Paris.Their plan was to travel from Paris to London.But they caught the wrong train...

A Human's Own Two Feet -Chapter 1~ Saga 1

posted by kmbrother

Stars twinkled and glittered in the night sky, they were numerous, infinite maybe. They were so beautiful, dazzling; sweet delicious Конфеты for my eyes. I was just absolutely mesmerized; I didn’t get times like this often. Not a single облако in sight или небоскреб to hurt this scene of nature. Just pure bliss, no other words could describe it. I wished my days were always like this, peaceful, filled with joy and happiness but Эй, one like me could only wish. It was all because of him.

“Hey there Ты are.” My ears twitch, it was him. Great, I just had to push my luck and now he’s here....

a poem for a friend whos parents are divorced

posted by AuthorForPooh

I come Главная and their fighting.
I hate it! I want to tell them to stop.
But I cant, because Im stuck in the middle.
They tug me, playing with me.
I cant handle the pain!

When I go to school no one can see my pain.
I fake my happiness.
I want to go hide in a corner and cry.
But I cant.
Because no one lends a shoulder to cry on.
My Друзья dont understand!

I come Главная again, and my parents pull me.
Ripping my сердце like a angry raven.
My siblings, they... they... leave me there. Alone.

I feel alone.
Deserted.
No where I feel happy.
Because Im alone.
Why cant anyone see?
Why cant my parents stop fighting?
Why cant my Друзья lend a hand?
Why cant my siblings pull me to my feet?
Why am I alone?

Watch Fairly Legal Season 2 Episode 4 Online

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Season 2 part 4 (S02E04) of aviation employment, severance pay, she can find the cause of...

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Life's Любовь twist

posted by sonicfanAG

Sometimes Ты may have Друзья that talk about being Lesbian или gay или bisexual is just nasty and plain gross,but It's not nasy at all.It's your personality and Ты control it no one else.There's no problem for being that.If Ты are then well i hope Ты have Друзья who apprecite who Ты are and how your like. My best friend is a guy and yes I have a crush on him but Just today I found out that he was bisexual.At first I was shocked but the truth is that I don't really care.I Любовь him just they way he is and he will always be the best's friend i could I have ever had.He's special to me and...

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Juliets adventure...

posted by unknownK5

Far far away is a big beautiful forest with all kinds of trees and small, but sparkly cool water. There is a big white house with red Цветы on the window shelf’s and a big garden and playfield on witch are two blue swings, by them there is also a yellow slide and by the garden there is a big pool. In that house lives a girl, her parents (Margaret and Bob) and her three years older brother Ben. The girl's name is Julia.
When Julia was young she was a normal girl. When she was 1 год old she learned how to talk. By two years she learned how to walk and after that she learned how to ride a...

"clean" by amy reed, epilogue

posted by fanfangirlfan

Clean- 20 years later-ish

Kelly

You probably would never guess that I was in a rehab centre at 17. But I was and I’ll never forget it. I’ll always remember the stupid things they thought would fix us like art therapy and addiction themed movie nights. I remember Shirley. I remember Jason, Olivia, Christopher and Eva. They were my cure. Even though they were as fucked up as I was, maybe more, they taught me everything I needed to know to change into this woman I am now. I am a business woman. I work long hours and the only stress I have now is from work. Not from needing a drink или a line...

Maximum Ride

posted by Pixalfirebolt

My name is Max. I'm 14. Right now, you're probably thinking, "Okay.. What type of opening is that?" Well, it's mine. Deal with it. I've been through a lot, so cut me some slack. Let's get to the point. I'm different. Not like, I have a purple Mohawk and over 50 piercings different, еще like I have 14' of bird wings stuck to my upper back, different. I know, no need to think it, IT ISN'T MY FAULT, OKAY? There is 5 еще like me, Fang, Iggy, Nudge, Gazzy (The Gasman), and Angel. We are all... Well, unique like that. We each have our own, original, personality. Me, I'll get to that later. Let's...

Hells Outlaw -- Chapter 19

posted by HouseMindFreak

Chapter 19

Sitting on the porch in the late evening for BJ was her only time to get fresh air and some decent time away from Cayden. In the mid-summer it was warm and pleasant outside at night but tonight it was unusually chilly. BJ wrapped her arms around herself feeling a chill run through her body. The air felt thick but it wasn’t humid it was…tense. The sky was preparing for a storm. A rumble of thunder rattled around her making her jump. She couldn’t understand why she was so jumpy, storms never bothered her but there was just something she was sensing that wasn’t right. Another...

Psychoanalysis: Chapter 1

posted by Insight357

    I was lying in my bed. Waiting for my being discharged. I was finally going Главная today, after four long years.
    The room I had been staying in was white. The walls, постель, кровати sheets, equipment; everything. Except the big, brown door that lead into the hallway. I had mostly stayed in my room the past years. I’m a bit antisocial. I never was really interested in interacting with the other patients.
    I stood from the bed, and walked around the room. Looking at all the things I’d come to know here. I wouldn’t miss it.
    I...

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Novel Ideas - prologue

posted by nomblahnom

January 1, 2040

Jordan was nervous. He was about to make the biggest announcement of his career – to him anyway. He sighed deeply, waiting for his latest understudy, Samantha White, to begin the report.
“Today, on his 70th birthday, world-renowned author, Forrest Reed, has announced in a statement from his agent, Philip Conrad, that he is releasing his final novel,” Ms. White read from the teleprompter with an appropriately despondent tone, which actually appeared to be fairly genuine. She was situated in front of a ‘breaking news’ logo which rotated slowly, while dozens of books...