HaleyDewit Article: Closure

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Closure

posted by HaleyDewit

Here I stand
My сердце beating out of my chest
Here I stand
Trying to leave it all to rest

I'm taking small steps forward
Big steps backwards
'Cause this is the last where I wanna be
I'm swallowing my fear
And I'm gathering my courage
'Cause you're the last person I wanna see

But if I wanna get over this I need to get through this
There can't be no healing without pain
And I can't conceal it
And I won't believe it
That all of it would've been in vain

You promised I'd never be
Anything I saw in me
Ты didn't I'd make it to the big leagues
Ты never thought I'd stand a chance
But yet here I am
At some place Ты will never reach

There Ты are
Judging me with those ice cold eyes
There Ты are
Mocking me with that fake evil smile

I'm strong yet so vulnerable
I'm broken, not unfixable
The tears are just a symptom of my closure
I'm fragile,yet so untouchable
I'm distanced,yet so reachable
Facing Ты is something I need to do for closure

'Cause if I wanna end my agony
I need to walk my agony
All I ever want is just to breath again
And if I wanna prevent my сердце from dying
I need to stop hiding
All I ever want is just to live again

You promised I'd never be
Anything I saw in me
Ты didn't I'd make it to the big leagues
Ты never thought I'd stand a chance
But yet here I am
At some place Ты will never reach

Do Ты remember all the words you've said
Are they still spinning around in your head
When Ты look in the mirror do Ты feel guilty
Do Ты regret,do Ты feel sorry

I wanted to leave this hell behin me
So I needed to break free
Find my wings and just flew away
But if I wanna vanquish my demons
I need to face my demons
And you're the scariest one I've ever seen

You promised I'd never be
Anything I saw in me
Ты didn't I'd make it to the big leagues
Ты never thought I'd stand a chance
But yet here I am
At some place Ты will never reach
You promised I'd never be
Anything I saw in me
Ты didn't I'd make it to the big leagues
Ты never thought I'd stand a chance
But yet here I am
At some place Ты will never reach

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Desire

posted by HaleyDewit

I know I'm a mess
And Ты know it's because of you
I wish I could cause
You the pain Ты put me through
It's like I burn out
I should stop playin this game
I could shout it out
'Cause it will never be the same

'Cause behind all the tears in your eyes
I can still read all your lies
I can still feel the pain Ты caused into me
And behind all the sorries Ты say
I can still hear the betray
I can still feel the desire to make Ты bleed

I hope Ты are down
And if you're not I'll make it true
It takes so long to forget
And it's all because of you
It's like I burn out
I should stop playing this game
I could shout it...

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Underneath your skin

posted by HaleyDewit

I'll always remember the день we first met
I was living life in paradise
Now I can assure Ты that I truly regret
Every time Ты were on my mind

I was too blind to see the truth
But now I can see right through

'Cause my eyes have been opened
Now I can see who Ты really are
And I'm not gonna sit and wait here
'Til I can reach your heart
I still believe there's a soul underneath your skin
But I just can't wait for it

I'll never forget the день Ты screwed it up
You insulted me in a painful way
Next morning it was my time of luck
He was like the answer to my prayers

I was too blind to see the truth
But now I can...

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Walk away

posted by HaleyDewit

Ты look upon me with all of your arrogance
And I never know what to say
But I just can't help but always giving Ты another chance
'Cause when Ты smile I just melt away

I can hear the Музыка playing
I don't get a word from what they're saying
After all their talking I still can't turn my back on you
I know it's less right than wrong
But without Ты I just can't go on
And if I have to I'll prefer the lie beyond the truth

Still I know that you're door
Will always be locked for me
I know we're not meant to be
But Ты know that I won't let go
I'll never walk away
'Cause I'm still hoping I'll be your girl someday...

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Leave my life

posted by HaleyDewit

I'm funny,I'm cheerful,I can make Ты smile
I'd do anything for you,I'd walk a thousand miles
But Ты killed the sparkle in my eyes
When Ты started to tell all your lies
So grab your stuff and leave my life
I won't be the one to sacrifice

Turn around and take a very close look
'Cause you'll never see me again
You can give it your very best shot
But I'll never let Ты in
So walk away and leave my life
I won't be the one to sacrifice

I'm broken,I'm sad,I wanna make Ты cry
I'm a mess,I confess,I want Ты to tell me why
I wanna push Ты through hell like Ты did with
I wanna cause Ты pain,so bad Ты couldn't...

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Sleep forever

posted by HaleyDewit

Two months I didn't see you
Except in my dreams
And I could finally get over you
So it seemed

I prepared myself to your beautiful eyes
I prepared myself to your amazing smile
I told myself I would be cool
But who am I playing for a fool

What am I pushing myself through
The only place I wanna be is with you
Saying to myself you're not the one for me
But I can't help but feeling we are meant to be
Why should I keep holding on
When loving Ты won't harm anyone
I just wish I could sleep forever
'Cause in my dreams we'll always be together

I've just seen Ты for one day
It was like the very first time
I guess the...

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Live and die in peace

posted by HaleyDewit

Ты can break my fingers
You can cut my hand off
You can stab my eyes out
You can cut my legg off
You can kill me
But in the end you'll see
That no matter what Ты do
I'll always be haunting you

The feelings of guilt won't be gone
You'll always remember whar you've done
And I could let Ты live and die in peace
But that's so not me

You can spread gossip 'bout me
You ruin my world
You can chase my Друзья away
You can be that bitchy girl
You can make me freak out
But in the end you'll figure out
That no matter what Ты do
I'll always be haunting you

The feelings of guilt won't be gone
You'll always remember whar...

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Don't cry

posted by HaleyDewit

It's a beautiful day
Sun is shining on a bright sky
How could we ask for more
But still I'm wondering
How can they act like this
Are they shutting their eyes for this emptiness

And now I need to face it alone
I need to make it on my own

So don't cry
Everything will be allright
You've gotta live your life
You need to let it go
So don't cry
Give them Ты little smile
Hide the tears in your eyes
About the pain they don't need to know

It's a wonderful day
People smile and are happy
How couldn't this be enough
But still I ask myself
How can they pretend like this
Are they running away from this darkness

And now I need...

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I didn't tell

posted by HaleyDewit

Ты don't need to be clever to figure this one out
It took a while,but now I know what you're all about
I've shed a million tears just because of you
But now I see what I can be without you

We all got one single life
And I'm not gonna waste mine to your tears and filthy lies

You said:
'Please,forgive me
I know I should've been strong
But I didn't know what was going on'
You said:
'Please,believe me
I didn't know what to do
So,I didn't tell Ты the truth'

It shouldn't take much to make this one clear
But you're the only who doesn't seem to hear
You might wanna take a flight someday
'Cause when I'm stepping up...