HaleyDewit Article: Closure

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Closure

posted by HaleyDewit

Here I stand
My сердце beating out of my chest
Here I stand
Trying to leave it all to rest

I'm taking small steps forward
Big steps backwards
'Cause this is the last where I wanna be
I'm swallowing my fear
And I'm gathering my courage
'Cause you're the last person I wanna see

But if I wanna get over this I need to get through this
There can't be no healing without pain
And I can't conceal it
And I won't believe it
That all of it would've been in vain

You promised I'd never be
Anything I saw in me
Ты didn't I'd make it to the big leagues
Ты never thought I'd stand a chance
But yet here I am
At some place Ты will never reach

There Ты are
Judging me with those ice cold eyes
There Ты are
Mocking me with that fake evil smile

I'm strong yet so vulnerable
I'm broken, not unfixable
The tears are just a symptom of my closure
I'm fragile,yet so untouchable
I'm distanced,yet so reachable
Facing Ты is something I need to do for closure

'Cause if I wanna end my agony
I need to walk my agony
All I ever want is just to breath again
And if I wanna prevent my сердце from dying
I need to stop hiding
All I ever want is just to live again

You promised I'd never be
Anything I saw in me
Ты didn't I'd make it to the big leagues
Ты never thought I'd stand a chance
But yet here I am
At some place Ты will never reach

Do Ты remember all the words you've said
Are they still spinning around in your head
When Ты look in the mirror do Ты feel guilty
Do Ты regret,do Ты feel sorry

I wanted to leave this hell behin me
So I needed to break free
Find my wings and just flew away
But if I wanna vanquish my demons
I need to face my demons
And you're the scariest one I've ever seen

You promised I'd never be
Anything I saw in me
Ты didn't I'd make it to the big leagues
Ты never thought I'd stand a chance
But yet here I am
At some place Ты will never reach
You promised I'd never be
Anything I saw in me
Ты didn't I'd make it to the big leagues
Ты never thought I'd stand a chance
But yet here I am
At some place Ты will never reach

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I'm not in Любовь

posted by HaleyDewit

Ты must be so sure of yourself
Now Ты think I'm in Любовь with you
You must have great thoughts of yourself
Now Ты think I'm in Любовь with you
But I won't waste my time on a dirt-looking жопа, попка like you
I'd rather be alone than thinking 'bout the one Ты think i do

I would stand all night in the rain
I would suffer all world's pain
If it would help to get it into your head
That I'm not in Любовь with
You.With every joke Ты make
I'd better wipe my smile away
'Cause everytime I look at you
You think I'm in Любовь with you

You must be scared your Друзья will make fun of you
Now Ты think I have a crush on you
You...

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It's killing me

posted by HaleyDewit

I'm pretending to be untouchable
I'm playing to be unbreakable
I'm Актёрское искусство to be capable
Of forgetting what Ты do to me
But on the inside it's killing me

If you'd stab my eyes out I would still see you
If you'd cut my ears I would still hear you
If I'd be Остаться в живых Ты would still reach me
And it's killing me
That no matter what you'll do
I could never Любовь anyone else but you

I'm saying words not coming from my heart
I'm making a totally different start
I'm Актёрское искусство like it doesn't tear me apart
When I try to forget about what Ты do to me
But on the inside it's killing me

If you'd stab my eyes out I would still...

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The way

posted by HaleyDewit

It's the way Ты walk
It's the way Ты talk
It's the way Ты make me dizzy
It's the way Ты smile
That turns me on for a while
Making Ты see me won't be easy

It's the way Ты are
It's the way Ты drive your car
It's the way Ты get me dreaming
It's the way Ты rush
That makes me fall in a crush
And I'll never stop believing

In a future of Ты and me
Though I know it won't be easy
If Ты would just stand by my side
And tried to read the signs
'Cause Ты and me together
Is the way I picture us forever
If Ты would just look into my eyes
You'd see the Любовь I can't hide

It's the way Ты lay in your bed
It's the way...

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Meant to be

posted by HaleyDewit

The rain is falling upon the window
And I'm sitting here all alone
There's nothing really that keeps me here
I'm just staring at the floor
Than suddenly I stand up
I walk right out of the front door
Across the rain I start to run
'Cause I wanna scream for more

I Любовь you
And I need you
I've tried to keep it inside
But now it has to come out
I've fought the hardest fight to get Ты in my life
And now you're standing Далее to me
I guess this was meant to be

The rain is falling upon our faces
But that doesn't matter anymore
Don't let our precious time getting wasted
You know you're the only one I adore
And when the...

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Dreams

posted by HaleyDewit

When I'd cry
Would Ты dry my tears
When I'd be scared
Would Ты fight my fears
Would Ты make it all right
Would Ты hold me in your arms tonight

'Cause when I open my eyes and I see Ты lying Далее to me
I can't help but wonder if you're not just a fantasy
Than I blink my eyes and there's no one to find
So just as always it seems
You belong to my dreams

When I'd run
Would Ты come after me
When I'd lose my mind
Would Ты make it easy
Would Ты make me strong
Would Ты hold me in your arms all night long

'Cause when I open my eyes and I see Ты lying Далее to me
I can't help but wonder if you're not just a fantasy...

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What's the point

posted by HaleyDewit

Say hello to your reflection
'Cause it's probably the only one Ты dare to look in the eye
Tell me what's the point of your defending
Can't Ты see there's no reason to hold on to your lies

I might act not normal
'Cause I'm probably the only one who dares to stand up to you
Tell me what's the point of your pretending
Can't Ты see Ты better not shut your eyes for the truth

Wake up and take a look around
Can't Ты see there's no one to lean on
You're sinking faster and faster into the ground
While Ты realize all your Друзья are gone
Now do I see tears coming up in your eyes
Than tell me what's the point...

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Prayers

posted by HaleyDewit

What do Ты feel now you're standing here
You really wanna make me believe you've changed
If I didn't know better,I would say it's allright
We can give it another try
But we both know that's not gonna happen

You can cry a river,it won't hurt my soul
I'll just leave you,crawling on the floor
'Cause I don't care for Ты anymore

Don't chase after me
'Cause I'm already gone
Don't try to convince me
'Cause I'll never forget what you've done
Don't pretend,don't defend
Don't say you've changed your ways
'Cause unlike God I can't hear your prayers

How should I feel now you're back in my life
You really expect I'm...

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Revenge

posted by HaleyDewit

When Ты bleed,you can start dying
You can finally stop denying
There's no reason for Ты to keep on trying
Just admit that you've been lying
You better find a place to play hide and seek
'Cause the things I'll do to Ты will make Ты weak
Remember all the things that Ты have сказал(-а)
'Cause I can't get the revenge out of my head
Soon you'll be dead

One день I'm coming back
I'm getting ready for the attack
I'll fight Ты like once before
You won't hurt me anymore
You better start to run and find a place
'Cause a lying сука like Ты has no saving grace
Remember all the things that Ты have done
'Cause my revenge...

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Pretty lies

posted by HaleyDewit

She's got eyes like the devil
She's a demon from hell
The way she came into
I could never tell
All the words she's spoken
I can easily recall
All the promises she's broken
They will make her fall
She will fall

Pretty lies in her eyes
Pretty lies in her head
All the things that she thought
All the things that she said
She won't try it again
She won't hurt me twice
I can still hear the sound
Of all her pretty lies

She's got hair like a banshee
She's got a сердце of stone
She's living free
But she's all alone
She's like a ghost
I don't know what's worst
She's got no reason to smile
'Cause she'll be cursed
She'll be...

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I don't like

posted by HaleyDewit

I like it when the sky is blue
I like it when I hear the truth
I like it when you're not near
And I like it when things are real

I like it when the sun goes up
And I'd like it when you'd finally stop
I like it when you're far away
And I like it when there's nothing Ты can say

But there are some things I don't like anymore
And about those things I think Ты should know

'Cause I don't like the way Ты came into my life
And I don't like the way Ты told me all your lies
No,I don't like the way Ты interrupt my words
And I don't like the way Ты came into my world

You know that I like to sing
So Ты can't tell...

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Fool

posted by HaleyDewit

Baby,I've seen it all
Telling all your lies trying to make me fall
And I know you're only fake
Letting Ты inside was just one big mistake

You're still cold as ice
I can still hear the lies
I can see them in your eyes

And somehow I feel like I've been a fool
After all my prayers Ты still broke the rules
And now I see it was just all pretend
Now I know you're not my friend

Baby,you think Ты know
How it feels to be betrayed but let me show
You how it feels to hate
Don't start crying 'causr it's already too late

You still think I've let it go
Think I forgave Ты all your show
But I still wanna know

And somehow...