(end of chapter 3)
And I ran to the улица, уличный and walked back to Главная when I got Главная I went and took a душ and cooked fried рыба fore Charlie and called him at work to see what took him so long
-hi dad where are you
-hey Bella, there was an animal attack and some hikers are missing were trying to find out some clues I will be Главная in one час okay?
- sure be careful
-always am bye
-bye
Then I hung up the phone and went to my room I was thinking about today when an idea popped in my mind it wasn’t a very good idea but still it might work I took my phone out of my pocket and called edward I was hoping he would answer when a musical voice сказал(-а)
-hello?
This wasn’t edward или any of his family members it was a females voice
-could I talk to edward?
-sure, edward honey phone!!
Did she call him honey then she laughed and there was a Поцелуи sound WHAT????? Edward was Поцелуи another vampire???
-hello?
Edward сказал(-а) I couldn’t take it so I throw my phone at the Стена and it broke in two pieces I was so shocked I was here sitting not able to Переместить on crying all день and there he was sleeping around with female Вампиры I was so furious that I didn’t know what to do?
When the phone down stairs rang I thought it was Charlie but then a musical voice сказал(-а)
-Bella Bella can Ты hear me? Sor…………
I screamed at the phone and throw on the ground I was subbing so hard that my legs gave out and I fell on the ground then the phone rang again didn’t that stupid thing broke I answered the phone still subbing but it wasn’t edward
-hello
I сказал(-а) still subbing
-hey bells its Jacob………..
I really wasn’t in the mood to talk to jake I screamed again subbing harder I was hanging up the phone when jake сказал(-а)
-Bella r Ты okay?
He asked worried
-NO!!!!!
I screamed and hung the phone I got up and throw everything on the ground I broke every glass dish the таблица and lots of other stuff that the house looked like a утиль, барахло, мусор yard then I fell on my knees and started crying that I couldn’t breath all I could think about was how much I hated edward then the door flew open and jake and his friend sam came in they were both shocked when they saw what I did to the house
-Bella are Ты okay what happened did Ты do this????????????
-get out !!!!!!
I shouted and punched the floor with my two hands and I kept saying get out , get out
- Bella please stop we want to help!
Sam сказал(-а) worried that I Остаться в живых my mind I wasn’t thinking I just opened my мотылек, моль and started shouting
-you want to HELP huh how can Ты help me??? No one can help me!!!!!
Tears raced down my cheek
-is it about edward или the cullens? Bella we know what they are just tell us! please
They both asked I wasn’t thinking and opened my big mouth again
-yes it is why do Ты care?
I сказал(-а) and then added in a whisper
-I want to be alone and die
Chapter 4:
Jake came closer and helped me to get up then sam came in and started to push the broken dishes out of my way I stood up not meeting his eyes and looked at the mess I made ,and I was sure that someday I will get my revenge from edward
-Bella do want us to take Ты to a hospital??or do Ты want to talk about this ?
Then sam spoke
- Bella we can help Ты with anything and as jake сказал(-а) ,we know about the Cullen's ,what they are.
I looked at him and said
-if someday Ты saw the Cullen's tell them how much I hate them
Jake and sam looked at me confused And I stormed out of the house not caring where I
    Was going I ran as fast as I could deep into the jungle and to my surprise I didn’t even tripped once I continued running when I saw a boy he was 16 или 17 with blond hair he came closer when I noticed his red eyes I gasped and took a step back
-hello I'm matt
He сказал(-а) with a musical voice he took a step closer I didn’t know what to do I just stood still and looked at him I didn’t want to die I wanted to face edward someday and take my……………………..
-you don’t look scared ,now why is that?
Does always vamps want their victims to be scared? I shuddered at the memory of James and sighed
-why do Ты care don’t Ты want to suck my blood and kill me??
I asked bored what a stupid vampire!
-actually no , I have been alone for so long maybe 100 years или еще I'm really not a Фан counting years……….
I cut him off
-so Ты don’t want to kill me?
-no
-so what do Ты want to do with me?
-I don’t know if your lucky and I could control my thirst I will like to change Ты and by some miracle Ты know what I am , how do Ты know did Ты know others?
-yes my BOY FRIEND that I HATE very much and his family
I сказал(-а) my voice full of anger and hatered
-wow your bf was a vampire?
He asked stunned
-so why do Ты hate him?
I told him the story and when the story ended there was sadness in his eyes
-Why are Ты sad?
I asked him but he changed the subject
-First of all I don’t know your name? now that's еще important than my sadness
-I'm Bella ,Bella swan
-I Любовь your name its Italian isn’t it?
-yes but Ты didn’t answer my question?
-your stubborn aren’t you?
He laughed
-I am, so answer my Вопрос !
I demanded
-you know Ты should be scared of me but here Ты stand arguing with me!!!
He сказал(-а) stunned again
-I'm really not like everyone else , and I know I cant escape from Ты if I wanted to , now answer my Вопрос why were Ты sad?
I groaned under my breath
-Bella I was like Ты 100 years назад I lived in Лондон I had 3 sisters and 2 brothers we lived together then one день I saw this beautiful girl in the woods I went closer to see who she was we talked and talked and talked every день then she told me the truth , what she was but I didn’t care I really loved her one night she came into my room and сказал(-а) she wanted to change me into a vampire after 3 days I was like her but we were so happy together we lived in Alaska years passed and then….. then one день a big army of vampire attacked her I tried to save her but I couldn’t my gift wasn’t useful enough……………..
He looked so sad then he looked at me and forced a smile on his face and continued
-after searching fore years to see why they killed her I discovered why.
He stopped and sighed I really wanted to know why?
-why did they kill her?
I asked sadness in my voice
-long before I was born she used to live with this coven um, шерри, херес , Sarah, Mary, Alex, Christopher ,carol ,Irina and her.
-what was her name?
I asked maybe I’ve heard of her
-Suzan , she had red ……. She was so beautiful but now I have moved on not going to ruin my life cr…………
I cut him off
-I know what Ты mean
I sighed
-Bella would Ты stay with me foreve?r we could be together Ты know you’re the first person I told ypu this
-me too Ты just know my story
I сказал(-а) and moved closer to him something inside me told me his not dangerous
-will Ты ??
He asked again hoping I would say yes I thought about it I felt kind of complete with him ,not like edward that I hate now, like I could tell him anything and besides I had nothing to lose edward had moved on so should i.
-yes.
I сказал(-а) a little happy and sighed he moved closer to me took in my sent and said
-thank Ты I really didn’t like being alone.
And he moved on to my neck still taking in the sent then he pulled over
-what if I cant do it??
He сказал(-а) pain in his eyes he wasn’t as good as edward in holding an emotion less face I liked it at Список I could be sure what he was feeling
-I know Ты can do it , some have confidence
I smiled trying to comfort him
-you act like like I don’t know what to say!!?
He сказал(-а) frustrated
-just do it please
Then he bite me