Do Ты feel the same way??

im starting to hate/love anime! Heres why:
The Hate is not really hate its еще like envy and jealously, cuz in Аниме shows the guy always protects the girl and is such a hero to her and makes me really jealous!! ( Example Misa and Usui from Maid Sama ) and i know that nobody wiil ever be like that to me and i get mad at Аниме for being so unrealistic and making me mad so ya, so i quit for a while then i go like: NO I Любовь ANIME!!!!!! Аниме ROCKS I CANT GO WITHOUT IT!!!!!!!! IT IS MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!! so ya, but the good news is that Любовь is winning over hate! and ill never hate Аниме im just annoyed! so my Вопрос is: do Ты guys feel the same way??